Melissa, but it's undercover~~

no one talks about how hard it is when your mood is constantly switching between "its okay, i don't care. i'm fine" and "i don't know how much more i can take

I love revoking people’s access to me like actually no you don’t deserve to know me anymore :-)

@manically-depressedd-psychopath I FOUND IT

fortunately i will only ever get prettier, healthier, and happier. and i hope you do too!

the girls are gua shaing, snacking on raw honey, lathering in heavenly oils, sipping collagen lattes, eating fruits, dry brushing before their showers, daily stretching, eating homemade food, loving on emotionally intelligent men, spending time in nature, creating whimsical art, getting closer to God, creating heaven on earth, seeing love in everything.

There will always be something to live for, even if it’s just the sun coming through your kitchen window in the morning, even if it’s just waking up with time to keep sleeping, even if it’s for the hope that the future will be tender, and sublime, and brighter than then all the stars…

you should really get comfortable believing in love and magic and whimsy or you’ll continue to live a half-life for the rest of the time you have on earth

if i cant kill myself i guess i just have to make art and cook good meals and listen to music and dress up pretty and hope it will be all worth it to be doing something to distract myself forever

i absolutely love being “boring.” early bedtime, slow mornings, praying, small circle, sister dates, health and wellness lover, cooking at home, workout classes, long sunset walks, coffee shops, being at home with my little family, weekly date nights. i have the opposite of fomo.

no one will come to save you but some will offer you their hand to hold when life gets tough and those are the ppl that matter

in the meantime: study, journal, read more books, sit in silence, listen to music, take walks, take the stairs, do more things alone, do more things with friends, take notice of the small wonders of the world, create a sacred space in your mind

I can’t settle for some mediocre relationship I want passion and real love and if it can’t be found in this life I’ll wait for it in the next because sleeping next to someone every night who doesn’t truly understand you or your heart is like dying a small quiet death every day

it’s not someone else’s job to heal your wounds or break down your walls. if you are damaged and emotionally unavailable you’re not a misunderstood tortured soul who just needs to be loved by the right person, you need to work on yourself. wanting a caring and understanding partner is normal but no one is coming to fix you and placing these expectations on someone else is unfair and unrealistic