AGARISKY.exe

everyone stop talking about the doubt demo im still ill over new clancybearer…

someone that is essentially your god

part of the same group that enslaved you and turned you into their weapon

who was probably complicit in that for presumably ages

and you find out that they’re the only reason you were even able to escape at all.

they DIED for YOU.

isnt that soul-crushing? having to deal with his conflicting devotion to the bishops (which personally i dont think ever fully went away), recovering from imprisonment, having to navigate (haha) part of an island he knows nothing about completely by himself and then hearing this news on top of it? and yet he still has to do his part in completely betraying these same people that he probably hasnt even fully made up his mind on.. i doubt that with all the pressure of the rebellion he could possibly get a single moment to himself to even THINK about any of these feelings at all.

he probably still feels like he owes them. all of them. prays before bed every night crying and begging for forgiveness. what if he feels like a traitor to both sides? keons wasn’t just his region. TONS of people lost, again, what is basically their GOD because of CLANCY and probably view him as the DEMA antichrist or something like that because of it. people that he probably once knew too. and he probably thinks that about himself. he probably wishes keons wouldve never saved him, and instead left him to rot and die of starvation under imprisonment.

and on the more headcanon-y side of things… he probably never wanted to become this symbol of rebellion at all. he was made one, he didn’t ask for any of these huge things to happen to him. he just wanted to live a better life, and the world has essentially punished him for it.