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you smirked to yourself, raising each tshirt to your nose, realizing that all of them carried the same scent of his cologne.

he must’ve drenched your clothes in his cologne right before he left. you snickered softly, grabbing a grey hoodie hastily and running back to him.

he stood by the car, luggage already in the back, waiting for you in the cold. his eyes narrowed in suspicion when he saw the cheeky expression on your face, knowing that you were up to something.

thankfully, you didn’t say much, only yapping his ear off about some series you were watching, accepting his occasional grunts of acknowledgement as he navigated the roads.

“hey rin? did you buy a new detergent?” you said coyly, “my clothes smelled a little different earlier,” you continued as you brought up the sleeve of your hoodie to your nose and inhaled. from the corner of your eye,

you saw him freeze momentarily before huffing out a quiet sigh. he just shrugged and continued to drive without even glancing your way. you pressed your lips together, trying to fight off a grin.

“hmm? it smells a lot like your cologne too, did you do something to it?” you asked again with fake confusion. rin sighed exasperatedly, shooting you a disgruntled look.

“you’re not that stupid. piece it together yourself idiot,” he barked. to anyone else, his furrowed brows, tense jaw and dark look would’ve been intimidating but you’ve already grown immune to his menacing looks.

“aww you sprayed your cologne all over my clothes! you’re sooo cute!” you giggled and reached over the console and jabbed his cheek. he cursed under his breath and looked away, however, the flushed pink tips of his ears gave him away.

“…shut up, don’t make such a fuss out of it…” he grunted. you reached over to interlock your fingers with his, rubbing his knuckles affectionately. he sighed but together his hold on you, squeezing tight.

rin was a man of few words, choosing to express how he felt through actions. the act of drowning your clothes in his scent was to remind you of him, knowing how much you’ll miss him while he’s away.

besides, nobody has to know if he had shoved a few of your shirts into his luggage…

you gaped, staring at your reflection which had a horrifyingly long stripe from the side of your eye down to your chin. you froze at the appalling sight, mentally cursing rin. there goes your perfect base.. groaning, you yanked your vanity drawer open and fumbled for makeup wipes. you were already running late and now you had to redo one side of your face because of a certain someone.

“pfft-”

you immediately whipped your head around and turned to glare at rin, who was still standing by the door, except his lips were pressed together tightly to conceal his laughter bubbling within and his usually tense shoulder were quivering. was he laughing at you? oh nonono..

“hey over here! is that-” your friend’s voice was cut off by a murderous glare from rin, who, did not look as scary as he thought. you walked towards them excitedly, hair curled to perfection, your makeup flawless, albeit your eyeliner was a little wonky at the sides. rin stood at your side, looking anywhere but at your friends, embarrassed by his current state.

throughout the dinner, he kept pushing his bangs down as much as possible, trying to cover his face but you kept discreetly pinching him under the table, causing him to more than a few times hit his knee on the table. the both of you kept shooting each other dirty looks as everyone snickered at rins failed attempts to hide his face.

as the both of you parted ways from your friends, rin started to complain like a petulant child. “i hate you, that was so embarrassing..” you snickered at his whiny tone and pulled his cheeks into your hands, squishing his cheeks together.

his eyes were framed with black eyeliner, a perfect cateye curving at the edge, something you hadn’t been able to pull off on yourself.

he looked so shy, adverting his eyes from you and mumbled curses under her breath as his cheeks start to pink. the eyeliner making him look softer than usual, bringing out his feminine features more.

“hey rin? let’s try mascara next time”

ꫂ ၴႅၴ

“hey ness? a guy from my gym asked me out! this is gonna be my first real date!” you squealed from where you were lazing on his bed. since the both of you didn’t go to the same school, you and ness had weekly catchups, this week opting to hang at his house.

strangely, you didn’t get a reply from him, choosing to gently nudge him with your foot. ness was sitting on the floor, his back to the bed between your legs. he didn’t say much, just humming softly to acknowledge that he heard you.

“oh really? that’s good, when’s the date?” he asked dryly. you found the lack of enthusiasm a little unsettling, usually he would be bursting at the seams and rapidly firing questions at you whenever you brought up something new. instead, he just remained still, continuing to scroll on his phone.

you decided to brush it off as him having a bad day, rambling about where the both of you were going. he occasionally asked questions like the time or what you were gonna wear.

from your line of sight, you couldn’t see how tightly he was gripping his phone, knuckles whitening as he gritted his teeth.

ꫂ ၴႅၴ

the date was supposed to be a casual meetup, intending to go to a cafe after work and getting to know each other a little better. you arrived on the dot, waiting outside the cafe for him, tapping your boots impatiently. he seemed like a nice guy, he wasn’t exactly your type but he wasn’t bad looking either. he wasn’t pushy when he asked you out.

it was already fifteen minutes past the meeting time that was agreed on and he was nowhere to be seen. you sighed and clicked your tongue, annoyed. he hadn’t even sent a message informing you that he would be late. you pulled your phone out and looked the chat, the last message being yesterday night, confirming the date today.

just as you were about to send a lengthy message expressing your irritation, you saw a pair of boots coming into view. you quirked your lips into a polite smile, looking up to greet your date but your expression morphed into confusion.

“ness? what are you doing here?” the bright smile on his face that you had grown to love so much was replaced with a scowl. every ounce of familiarity was wiped away. the ness you were looking at was nothing like the one you grew up with.

“were you planning to smile at him just now? oh nonono you can’t do that. you’re only supposed to smile when you’re with me,” ness tutted softly, moving closer to you could count the number of lashes he has.

you tried to put some space between the both of you, scared at this version of ness you’ve never seen before. however, your back bumps against the wall, leaving you no space to escape, trapped under his stare. “ness, what are you saying? you’re scaring me,” you whispered, voice quivering as you trembled lightly.

that’s when you noticed how he looked at you. the usual fond look in his eyes vanished, replaced with a crazed look as his dilated pupils scanned every inch of your face. his hand shot out to grab the sleeve of your jacket, wrapping his hand tightly around your wrist and dragging you with him.

you tried your best to stop him, pleading multiple times but his grip only tightened. you pried his fingers off of your wrist as much as you could but your defiant behavior only resulted in a glare being shot your way before he looked ahead again. having no other choice, you decided to just obediently walk alongside him on a path that seemed to be leading towards his apartment.

there was a voice in your head telling you to get away, that it was unsafe. but on the other hand, you’ve known ness for a decade, you trusted him. he wouldn’t do anything to you right?

you soon realised how terribly wrong you were as the moment the door slammed shut behind you, ness was all up in your personal space again, eyes wide and snarling at you.

“what were you thinking? going on a date with someone that’s not me? you’re mine, don’t you dare think otherwise” the threat was spat out, full of hate against your throat as he pinned your shoulders to the door.

having no clue what was going on, you tried to ask “n-ness what are you saying..you’re scaring me..”

his eyes immediately shot up to look at yours, smiling widely. “don’t you get it, i’ve been in love with you for years. i’ve been patient with you, waiting for you to love me back. but you decided to repay me by going out with someone else? tsktsk, that’s not right y/n..”

he moved back a little, giving you room to finally breathe. you were absolutely dumbfounded. you never noticed ness had harbored feelings for you. with widened eyes, you attempted to stutter something out but was cut off by ness giggling softly.

“you never knew hm? you were so clueless..it was kinda cute at first but afterwards it was like you were pretending not to know. you did this to yourself schatz. if you liked me back or even just pretended to, this wouldn’t have happened,” ness said, gesturing vaguely in the direction of the hallway.

you peered over his frame to get a look at what he was gesturing at. you really really really shouldn’t have. there was a body, more so what looks like it. it was far too mangled and bloody to make out anything. you gasped, eyes trembling as your fingers dug into ness’s arm, clutching him for support.

“i-is tha-”

“yup! it is exactly what you think it is and it’s all your fault. you left me no choice y/n.” you gagged slightly at the realization of how the air carried a slight metallic tang and how there were faint trances of red on the collar of ness’s shirt.

he smirked and giggled softly, the very same laugh that made you laugh too. “you should’ve just been good and stayed by my side like all these years, liebling. it would’ve saved a life hm?”

your heart hammers loudly in your chest, hands trembling uncontrollably as tears start to spill out of your eyes, trickling down your cheeks as you realised that the person you’ve spent you’re entire childhood with was a monster.

realising you were no longer safe in the house, you glanced at his window, it was unlocked, you’d fit through it. you’d just have to be quick enough. easy enough right?

just as ness looked away from you, you ran. your feet pattering quickly against the carpet that you gifted him when he firsts moved in, running past the couch he bought with your accompaniment. the sweet kind hearted boy you once knew was just a facade, how many times has he thought about killing someone? how many times has he actually done it? was this his first?

you slammed opened the window hastily, clambering out. suddenly it felt like you were falling.

oh you were falling.

just not the right direction.

ness’s hand was clutching the collar of your shirt and yanking backwards roughly. you screamed loudly as your entire body crashed into the carpet, your head banging into it harshly. the room starts to tilt and spin, vision blurring at the edges. a pit starts to form in your stomach, an uneasy feeling washing over you, body feeling cold all over. a blurry mess of magenta steps into your view,squatting over your figure.

“oh liebling stop fussing. you’re mine. and that’s how it’s going to stay. don’t ever try to run from me again hm? maybe this concussion will teach you a lesson..don’t run again..” ness cooed, stroking your cheek gently and pressing pecking your lips while giggling shyly. “that was our first kiss!”

you lay motionless, moving in and out of consciousness, listening to him ramble about the plans he has for you. unconsciously, your head moves towards his palm on your cheek, seeking comfort from it. ness immediately notices and a faint pink blooms on his cheeks.

“good schatz, you’re going to learn that you’re mine.”

wrote this on two hours on sleep and having cramps it IS shit..lowk sounds like smth i wrote in primary school lol >_< be my moot or friend pls..idont bite

catboy!kaiser who noticed you eating a simple pbj sandwich while he had a lavish spread on his plate, cooked just the way he liked it. he got curious, cocking his head slightly, “why are you eating that? it looks bland and there’s barely any nutrients in that.”

catboy!kaiser who caught you off guard, pausing mid chew. you gulped down your food and sheepishly explained that money was kinda tight after buying his food so you’d have to settle for this till you got your next pay.

catboy!kaiser whose tail stopped swishing, stilling as he realised how much you truly cared for him. his eyes widened slightly, feeling his chest tighten with an unknown emotion.

catboy!kaiser who huffed softly and slid his plate towards you, mumbling something about you having to eat proper meals otherwise his caretaker wilts away.

catboy!kaiser who stopped asking for high end items, his expensive shampoo replaced with the very same one you use, his closet filling up with clothes that he would have refused to wear months ago, insisting that they were itchy and of too poor quality to touch his skin.

catboy!kaiser who started to appreciate things you’ve done for him more, noticing how much care you’ve put into tending to him and putting his comfort over yours. he gradually started to get closer to you, genuinely enjoying your presence.

catboy!kaiser who slowly find himself changing his ways to adapt to your lifestyle when it had always been the opposite.

puppyboy!ness whose ears were constantly flattened to the top of his head, the never ending tail wags finally ceased and was instead tucked between his legs. soon enough you pointed out his troubled behavior and asked what was wrong.

puppyboy!ness who blurted out everything that he was feeling and that helping people was the only thing that he knew. he broke down into sobs, hiccuping softly while drenching the front of his shirt. he continued to ramble about feeling unwanted and how he wanted you to depend on him with

puppyboy!ness whose ramble was cut off you wrapping your arms around him tightly, while you whispered affirmations into his ear as you gentlystroked his fluffy hair.

puppyboy!ness who felt the knot in his stomach easing, understanding your kind intentions. he clutched the front of your shirt, purring at the feeling of your nails taking through his magenta locks.

puppyboy!ness who was finally his usual self around you, tail thumping loudly against the ground happily as you gave him task after task to complete. beaming at you whenever you rewarded him with head rubs or pecks against his chubby cheek.

puppyboy!ness who clung to you all the time, hindering your movements while you moved about (not that you minded). he would incessantly bat his clear round eyes at you, even fluttering his lashes coyly to get whatever he wanted knowing how you would cave all the time.

puppyboy!ness who promised to stay by your side eternally.

catboy!rin who’s ears were ruffled affectionately by you as you shot him a warm smile and gladly agreed to, realizing how much he was wanted it since he didn’t ask really voice out his desires much.

catboy!rin who didn’t waste any time, grabbing your wrist firmly yet gently, dragging you to your his room and throwing himself on it.

catboy!rin who looked at your expectantly, glaring at you and mewling softly seeing how you stood at the foot of the bed instead of settling beside him.

catboy!rin who’s scowl melted away in a heartbeat as you climbed in beside him, raising the blanket to cover the both of you snugly.

catboy!rin who tentatively shuffled closer to you, shooting you a look that screamed hold me. you giggled quietly, opening your arms and allowing him to lay on one while the other rested around his thin waist, rubbing soothing circles on it.

catboy!rin who hummed contentedly, entangling his legs with yours while his tail curled around your thigh. he nudged closer till his face was burrowed in your chest, inhaling the scent of your shared laundry detergent which somehow smelled sweeter on you than it ever did on him.

catboy!rin who closed his eyes, snaking his arm under your shirt and pressing him cold fingers against your soft skin, smirking to himself as he felt you shiver against him.

catboy!rin who traced his fingers over your skin, writing his name over and over until his wrist went sore.

catboy!rin who didn’t even notice that he was purring the entire time.

a/n : probs gonna write another part if yall want cus i yapped too much about the spooning…sigh

rin lay wide awake in bed, unable to fall asleep. he had a strict schedule, having to wake up at 8am sharp and going to bed at 10pm.

it was currently 10:42pm.

he shuffled around the bed groaning loudly, knowing that the lack of sleep would cost his performance tomorrow. he kept replaying the last text you sent him hours ago, “i’ve landed! it’s probably nighttime for you, goodnight ily <3”.

he unconsciously started pouting, missing your touch already. he missed resting his head on your chest while you soothingly scratched his scalp, whispering about anything under the sun.

rin was suspecteble to the cold, easily getting cold and without your body heat enveloping him, he ended up shivering like a wet cat.

he sighed, annoyed as he got up to adjust the thermostat, catching sight of his phone laying on the desk.

you wouldn’t mind getting a call from him right..?he pondered about it for a moment but the thought of not hearing your voice for another second made him snatch the phone off the table and press call immediately.

“rin?? what’s wrong, you never call first..”

hearing your sweet voice fill the room despite the hint of concern made his lips unknowingly quirk upwards.

“nothing, i..i just wanted to hear your voice,” he said while muttering the last part so it was barely audible.

however, you were already used to this habit of his, understanding his incoherent mumblings. “i see someone missed me,” you said in a sing-song voice, your smile could be heard through the phone.

rin didn’t agree nor disagree just humming as a response whilst climbing back into bed. he placed his phone with you on speaker beside his pillow, grabbing yours and hugging it close to his chest.

“..how was your flight..?” he murmured, attentively listening as you rambled about your flight. the more you talked, the heavier his eyes became. he felt his eyes subconsciously close, curling into himself more.

the familiarity of your voice and your lingering scent on the pillow had lulled him to sleep. it wasn’t you, but it was the closest he could get to having you with him again.

“rin..rin..? hellooo? are you there?” you checked your screen to see if you accidentally hung up but it showed that the call was still ongoing. “ah..he must’ve fallen asleep,” you said with a faint smile.

catboy!rin who decides to make your life meddlesome, hiding your textbooks when he feels that you’re spending more time on it than on him. also refusing to let you leave the house until you’re absolutely smothered in his peppermint scent, causing you to run late on numerous occasions.

catboy!rin who was startled awake by a thunderstorm one night, ears flattened to the top of his head as his tail swished around anxiously.

catboy!rin who jumps out of his skin at the deafening thunder, scrambling out of bed and running to seek comfort from you.

catboy!rin who wakes you up at 3am from the incessant scratching at the door, which led you to letting him in, confused. you were just about to berate him for waking you but noticed the look of distress on his face and asked what happened.

catboy!rin who shyly explained and requested to be spooned, standing nervously at the door with his tail drooped between his legs.

catboy!rin who immediately wraps the blanket around him after you agreed, opening it sheepishly for you to enter. you wrap your arms around him, his back pressed to your chest as he tucks his head under your chin.

catboy!rin who melts in your embrace, body finally relaxing and breathing evening out. he quietly nuzzled his head against your chin, enjoying your warmth.

catboy!rin who realises that snuggling up with you was way better than sleeping alone and could never fall asleep without your arms snug around him again.

a/n : ackk i fear this blog is js writing practice for me >_<

nagi groaned loudly in protest, barely opening his eyes to look at you sleepily. “mm..i’m too tired, i’ll just shower tomorrow mornin..” he muttered huskily before turning on his side to face away from you.

you huffed exasperatedly. “you’re disgusting, how can you not shower after practice and get in bed..?” you reached out to drag the blanket off of him, exposing him to the chill air. nagi shuddered and let out an annoyed whine, shooting you a displeased glare which had no heat to it.

“get up now.”

“…”

“nagi.”

upon hearing your frustrated tone and his last name, he opened his eyes wide and looked at you confused. “hey don’t call me that..call me sei.” he pouted like a little kid, looking genuinely upset.

“if you get into the shower now, i’ll never call you that again and i’ll dry your hair for you,” you said, attempting to meet him halfway.

he looked deep in thought for a moment before nodding. “deal,” he muttered, slowly getting up from bed, his joints clicking and back popping loudly. he shuffled reluctantly to the bathroom, shooting you a poutly look.

nagi seishiro was indeed the laziest person you’ve met, however, you still loved him despite his horrible habits.

“yeah yeah i pinky promise i won’t eat your stuff anymore.”

he thought about it for a moment before sighing and scooting over, reluctantly laying down with a few(many) protests under his breath.

you combed your fingers through his silky strands, a satisfied smile gracing your lips while he rolled his eyes and muttered complaints.

“this is lukewam..”

you playfully tugged on a strand of hair to shut him up while he smacked your hand away with a scowl on his face but still made no move to get up.

he laid on the couch with his long limbs sprawled out, head laid snug on your soft thighs with his eyes half lidded with a glare you were already accustomed to. apart from that, he looked remotely peaceful with his teal hair sprawled out like a halo across your lap.

you started to talk about how your day went, from how the barista messed up your coffee order today morning to how your mom was planning on visiting them soon.

rin was quiet, never saying more than a few words, choosing to respond with nods or grunts. he gave an occasional hum to indicate that he was listening, yawning softly while shifting a little to get comfortable on his side to press his cheek against your plush thighs.

you happily continued to drone on about whatever, fingers unconsciously playing with the soft strands of hair and soothingly scratching his scalp either your nails.

“oh and recently i- rin..?” you paused mid ramble realising that he hadn’t responded to anything youve been saying in awhile.

you peered down expecting to see him annoyed that you’re talking too much again but instead you were greeted with the sight of him with his eyes shut and his lips spread, a faint line of drool escaping them and trickling onto your thigh. he looked sound asleep, probably having fallen asleep to your voice.

it was different seeing him like this, the usual furrow of his brows, the always present scowl on his lips and the tense shoulders were gone and instead replaced with a serene expression and his body melting into the couch.

his breaths were even, lightly ghosting your skin. you watched the slow rise and fall of his chest, fingers softly skimming over the swell of his cheek, committing this picture of an unguarded rin peacefully asleep.