AEV / HOUND

So I used to be in it for a while (years) and I recently left it because I realised.. It's not really the best community, and I wanted to be well informed. How do I get rid of the guilt of having been in the community and believing their stuff for so long? I'm afraid that people will hate me for having done this to try and fit in (I never even felt like I fit in ever to begin with, but that's a separate tangent)

Omg hi! Yeah that's alright, perfectly happy to do that.

Honestly, I've never been in endo spaces for very long, and when I was I definitely was like "something isn't right here." So from a pov of how to feel less guilty, this is just my advice as someone who hasn't experienced it in this way.

I'd say that the guilt isn't going to go away for a while, but just remember, you've now realised that what they were saying wasn't good and you are trying to be better again. Just make some effort to read good resources and engage with people, don't shut yourself out from them out of shame for what you did. It's what you do now that matters most so long as you make up for any actions you did previously.

Also, if anyone hates you for it, feel free to come straight to me and I'll call out their bs! No one should hate you for realising that the communities you were in weren't good. Especially not now that you've changed and are trying to change :)

As for fitting in, it might take a while, but just be your self and join in where you want. I have some good discord server recommendations too, where I know a lot of people feel welcomed.

The Anti Endo Agency

Alley Catz

Cosmic Crossroads

But yeah, anon, you're always welcome in my server (and in those other servers too, I'm sure)

I used to be in system spaces on discord an a huge neocities website was shared because it had a TON of alter/system role flags + you could filter them (and it was anti Endo!!) , it wasn't the greatest obviously but there were SO. MANY. TERMS

The only thing I remember: it had a blue jellyfish theme, you could filter the alter roles by type (protector, caretaker, etc), it had other informational stuff but that all kinda sucked, neocities....

And when I Google the terms I remember I CANT FIND THEM (ex, porcupine kid, blackberry kid, a ton of Endo terms that had to do with stars or nebula's?, advocate, etc) it was like a library...

Anyways! If anyone finds it PLEASE. Please...

The Syspedia wiki / archive on notion. It has a discord server (or well, more accurately it is linked in a discord server, afaik the server isn't like. Based around the archive).

I believe some of the informational stuff is in the works / being re-done? Or it was last time I was aware? Eh, I'm not 100% sure, but the terms definitely are there

—C!Tubbo fictive

OH HII HI

I'm okay! Just crying over how dumb I am (See AEV's most recent post as an explanation lmao)

But otherwise okay!

How's it with youuu?

But uh. Siltluness

Uhh I have no idea who is sending this right now, buut I have joyous words !

I just want you to know that I love hanging out with you (both in VC and just via text) and that you're a very good friend to me. I say it a lot, and I mean it, I really appreciate you and the things you do for me and others. Keep up the good work, with this blog and in general, and remember you always have a friend in me and if you ever need anything then I'll be right here (or I shall try to be, anyways)

/platonic of course! :)

Oh and also, I hope your cat is doing well. Lily has not given up on her search for the treats unfortunately

I'm really glad you also enjoy when we hang out! :D it is really nice and I'm really glad to have met you. Same thing goes for me, even if it's late I'll always try to respond to you as soon as I can

Except I don't remember if I've missed a day or not so uhmm yeah!

This time, I come with silliness! And uhm. Song recommendations!!

(I am doing this to get rid of my anxiety for today a little as well, if I'm honest)

To start— silly question here; if cats could talk, what accent would your cat have? Would it be like yours? Personally I think Lily would be like. Super Welsh. Thicker accent than me lmao

Also, do you think cats would pay taxes?

And for some song recommendations (or more accurately, songs I like that I think other people should listen to) :

- Self-made man (Grimbot — one of my favourite trans-masc positivity songs honestly)

- Minimum rage (MonochroMenace — just find it kind of funny, also enjoy the sound)

- Should I? (Sir Chloe — it's . The sound I love it.)

- My diorama (STOMACH BOOK — I don't even know what to say, it's just very freaky— NOT LIKE THAT—, I like it)

- I'm sorry I'm a monster (Trickle and Tikaal — I just enjoy the lyrics and the sound. Kind of relatable in some ways. Idk)

You don't have to listen to all or any, I just thought this would be fun to do honestly :)

— The hound that likes bugging you/silly

That's fair! I can imagine him sounding similar to you, nod nod

AND SHE WOULD "Father, you hath forsaken me?" /Silly

God forbid I don't feed her all my food I guess

ALSO YEAH TRUE. they'd pay in cuteness

ALSO ALSO for the song recs

I'm really glad you seemed to like the ones I suggested! They're some of my faves rn

For Daughter, I haven't been able to listen to it myself, but I have looked at the lyrics and HAHDIEHDKS. It looks really cool lyric-wise, I feel like it's definitely my kind of song

I have heard The Fine Print before!! Awesome song, I love it. I think it and minimum rage share vibes, they sound very different and have a different kind of tone, but there's the main topic of like. Capitalism there

PROBLEMS. I love problems. I live for mother mother songs. Also I do see what you mean, I can definitely see the connection between the two, oddly enough lol

You'll be alright, kid. Same thing as daughter, gonna listen to the actual thing later, but the lyrics!! SLAPS. Literally. Awesome. I don't know how to explain it. Feels like something I'd probably cry to low-key, but like. In a very good way

DEVIL IN DISGUISE !!! At first I was like, "oh, I haven't heard this" but YES I HAVE !! I KNOW THIS. shout-out to gacha life music videos /silly. But YEAHH it's very .. would I be wrong to say Makarov vibes? Definitely, but honestly, I'm at this point where I'm gonna connect any song I like to my favourite character if I can lmao.. (maybe also another guy but, eh, I won't yap, this isn't a fandom blog)

Blogsona reference has finally been made

It's not the best but yeah!

I am open to any questions :)

Oh, also. Please keep in mind that this is also an alter faceclaim, as we have an introject of said blog. So like. Be normal please

Blogsona reference has finally been made

It's not the best but yeah!

I am open to any questions :)

Oh, also. Please keep in mind that this is also an alter faceclaim, as we have an introject of said blog. So like. Be normal please

Blogsona reference has finally been made

It's not the best but yeah!

I am open to any questions :)

Oh, also. Please keep in mind that this is also an alter faceclaim, as we have an introject of said blog. So like. Be normal please

Blogsona reference has finally been made

It's not the best but yeah!

I am open to any questions :)

Oh, also. Please keep in mind that this is also an alter faceclaim, as we have an introject of said blog. So like. Be normal please

Blogsona reference has finally been made

It's not the best but yeah!

I am open to any questions :)

Oh, also. Please keep in mind that this is also an alter faceclaim, as we have an introject of said blog. So like. Be normal please