☁│WING BROKEN ⁽ᵃᵖ⁾

PLEASE DON’T APOLOGIZE FOR THE FIRE IN YOUR EYES.

PRV. SEL. Multimuse, written by Fenne.

all   these   starters   are   taken   from   the   2015   album   “blue   neighbourhood”.   feel   free   to   change   the   pronouns   to   make   these   fit !

Kiss Shop Pop Rock Bop || [ Open ] || @aerokind

🖤 for a forced/harsh/firm kiss.

There was no room for arguing, or convincing, or anything else. He’d tried it all but Ivy was determined. Liath was… important after all, right? He’d only known Ivy for a short time by comparison, a …. very short time. He had maybe a year with the woman, whereas she’d been seeking the other for dozens, hundreds, he didn’t even know. Ivy can see it in his eyes that he’s not fighting anymore. Her Pokemon are already transferred to him, for better or worse. And while not the most concrete of decisions it still had… weight to it.

He doesn’t know how to hold his face. Whether to be angry, disgusted, agonized, depressed, or distraught. He’s been one to disappear after all. But not like this. He becomes aware that he’s still holding her hand, and his fingers are knotted tightly with hers. The wind whips at his ankles and makes his eyes squint. And then he becomes aware that there have been tears forming at the corners. Well isn’t that just great?

“Wylan..”

“Ivy, before you go… I want you to promise me something…”

“What is it?”

“You have to find me. Wherever it is you go. Find me. Ok? Promise me that.”

“…..ok.”

The moment she responds he yanks her towards him, simultaneously pulling up her chin and pressing his lips firmly against hers. The tears are running a little more freely now, but he’s stopped caring. Because if he cares he’s just going to hate this more. Hate that he gave up. Hate that this is what she decided. Hate that he’s not ….

“….see you.”

[ivy voice]: I’m never using my feet around you…

i decided to make a meme out of all the shit i say regularly. enjoy!

GENERAL SHIT. 

❝ I’M GONNA MCFREAKING LOSE MY MIND. ❞

❝ I’m going to shove an entire baseball bat down my throat and smash my insides. ❞

❝ *aggressive finger guns* ❞

❝ *high pitched screeching* ❞

❝ That’s where you’re right, kiddo. ❞

❝ I AM THE ONE THAT WEIGHS A TON DON’T NEED A GUN— ❞

❝ HECK. ❞

❝ GOTTA FUCKING BLAST. ❞

❝ That’s my cue to blast outta here. ❞

❝ GOT ME MOTHERFUCKING MCSHOOK. ❞

❝ Thoroughly shooken. ❞

❝ LISTEN— ❞ 

❝ Trust me, I’m a professional. ❞

❝ I’m gonna throw myself off of a fucking bridge. ❞

❝ I’m convinced I was a cat in a past life. ❞

❝ Inject caffeine directly into my veins, please. ❞

❝ I literally have a ‘white people voice’ for when I’m being polite. ❞

❝ I sound like a fucking twelve year old. ❞

❝ I got a tiny ass head. It’s like a fucking golf ball. ❞

BITTER SHIT.

❝ _____ is the literal bane of my existence. ❞

❝ I hate you. …I’m kidding. ❞

❝ Yeah, well, he’s/she’s/they’re a manipulative cunt, so. ❞

❝ I’m gonna punch you in the fucking mouth. ❞

❝ I’m small and bitter like an espresso. ❞

❝ I am Denatonium benzoate, aka the most bitter substance on the planet. ❞

❝ *facepalm* ❞

❝ *frustrated groaning* ❞

❝ I hate _____ with every fiber of my being. ❞

❝ I will kick your fucking ass. ❞

❝ Don’t you fucking dare. ❞

❝ I get it, I’m fucking short. ❞

LOVEY SHIT.

❝ You mean a lot to me. Like, seriously, a fucking lot. ❞

❝ I do it because I love you. ❞

❝ *fondly* Fucking nerd. ❞

❝ *fondly* Dumbass. ❞

❝ You are my absolute favorite person. ❞

❝ *heart eyes* ❞

❝ Don’t even fucking think about leaving without giving me a hug. ❞

❝ *whining noises and grabby hands* ❞

❝ There he/she/they go(es), the love of my life. ❞

❝ It’s literally unfair how attractive he/she/they is/are. ❞

❝ Look at how pretty he/she/they is/are, I’m gonna fucking cry. ❞

❝ I just wanna smooch his/her/their face. ❞

❝ JUST LOOK AT HIM/HER/THEM! I’M GONNA SCREAM. ❞

MOM-FRIEND SHIT.

❝ I am mom-friend. ❞

❝ You best not be fucking texting and driving. ❞

❝ Do you want ____? ❞

❝ Please don’t do that, you’re worrying me. ❞

❝ Listen, my job is to make sure everyone else is okay. ❞

❝ ‘Drink water kids!’ I say as I am severely dehydrated. ❞

❝ ____, that’s not good. ❞

❝ Who do I have to fucking fight? ❞ 

ANGSTY SHIT.

❝ I hate myself with every fiber of my being. ❞

❝ I’m just really fucking scared. ❞

❝ I’m sorry that I love you. ❞

❝ I’m sorry that I’m like this. ❞

❝ What’s wrong with me? ❞

❝ God, this happens every fucking time. ❞

❝ I loved her/him/them. And she/he/they fucking abandoned me. ❞

❝ I don’t know what I’m doing. ❞

❝ Why the fuck am I crying? ❞

❝ I’m getting bad again. ❞

❝ It’s like everything goes in one ear, out the other with you. ❞

❝ I’ve told you time and fucking time again that it makes me feel like shit, and yet you still do it. ❞

❝ I look and feel like absolute shit. ❞

❝ It’s nothing, I’m fine. ❞

SLEEPY SHIT.

❝ I’m so fucking exhausted. ❞

❝ I really wanna just sleep. ❞

❝ I need to just sleep for like 17 years. ❞

❝ I could literally fall asleep anywhere. ❞

❝ I’m gonna pass out in the middle of the hallway. ❞

❝ I’m already fucking tired. ❞

❝ If I sit still in one place for like 30 minutes, I will fall asleep. ❞

Is she messing with him? Sarcasm isn’t beyond what Ivy is capable of so part of him is getting the impression that she’s trying to twist a knife, or flip the argument back onto him. It’s not that it would be ineffective. Wylan knows he’s being greedy, he knows that when he blew up on Ivy like that when she told him about her … situation it was selfish. In his defense he was definitely panicking. He liked Ivy. He had learned a lot from her and looked forward to those times they spent together. He wasn’t- he didn’t want to lose that. But how do you convey that feeling? There were still times he regret guilting her, hence the current situation and assumption of karma.

“Ivy, I’m–”

But he doesn’t get to say anything past that, no apologies from his part after her lips quickly silence that thought. Air sucks in through his nose in surprise, eyes wide as they look at the brunette. He’s so surprised he doesn’t even properly return the gesture. Or hold her or. Anything. Wylan just stands there dumbfounded, and looks double the part when she pulls away and starts apologizing to him. ??? That serves to confuse him even further. His brows furrow and face twists in (amused) confusion. After a shake of his head he grabs her arm, pulling her back in case she tries to leave.