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âMy crime was feeling everything too deeply, my punishment was surviving it.â
â Fyodor Dostoevsky

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The shade of my cheeksâ akin,
To the lips on your skin
Pursed downwards as I withdraw,
Until youâre at last gone
Two thousand miles east,
More than a grandâs stay
Acting as though youâre not a call away
I come to those who I believe pray
For I am not a devout Catholic
As you are a devoted Hindu
Perhaps that is why
They and I love you
My effort towards others,
Is not to be followed
Although, thereâs always a reason as to why
They hear but do not listen
They nod but do not understand
Even if they knew,
Ignorance is bliss
That is the practice of mankindâs majority
Even mine at times
With a bloody tongue,
Iron in my mouth,
Irony streamed out
Empathyâs a star,
I yearn for a world
Where it is the sun,
Shining upon mostly everyone
Whilst shade is cast upon some
I scream for my voice
Yet echo the collectiveâs
You donât, without a doubt
For you are your peopleâs quasar,
Your familyâs roshanee
And to me,
Radiant and bright,
You gave me more than just light
Balancing both passion with despair
For I crave your reuniting embrace
Visualizing the everlasting moment
Crumbling all reminders of our distant space
Wherever you are, not matter how far
You are more than life,
Mahal kita,
My [REDACTED]
XOXO
Kiss my skin
Lick my blisters
Gnaw on my knuckles
âTil bare bone remains
Aching for you
I desire, I crave
Devour my very being
Embed my flesh with yours
You are all I want
Together forever,
Blended into one
Bare me, my darling
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Her remedies know not to challenge
For she is soft, yet blight
Only hindering her own
Pleasant she is to all
Pleasant she will remain
As her heart crumples
Organs decay, spirit fades
Soft, sweet, and gentle
Heavy, bitter, and brisk
Mirrors reflect with no reveal
The aim, shot, her purpose
Appeal for all
As the lights dim,
An abandoned corpse
Is all she is
Essay Option One: Monkey
Remember that self-care day you promised yourself weeks ago? Or perhaps that time when you chose to chat with your friends instead of completing the worksheet that the substitute handed out? What about the job portfolio you havenât started yet, out of fear it wonât be marketable enough? Procrastination comes in a variety of waysâall of which share the same characteristic of prolonging or halting oneâs progress towards something. Despite how proactive someone may be or claim to be, everyone has undoubtedly delayed something in their life. The thing that author and blogger Tim Urban claims to be behind all of this is the Instant Gratification Monkey. In his TED Talk, Urban stated that the monkey, â...does not seem like a guy you want behind the wheel. He lives entirely in the present moment. He has no memory of the past, no knowledge of the future, and he only cares about two things: easy and funâ (Urban). So, how can we eliminate this pest that reduces our urgency to complete tasks? The answer is simple: we canât. However, we can limit its presence in our lives through the right amount of effort and tact.
As the modern era advances, our Instant Gratification Monkeys are gaining even greater access to multiple forms of distraction, prompting procrastination to intensify. The vast majority of people have a device in hand, all of which contain readily available entertainment in just a few clicks. This introduction to social media has invaded our societyâs sense of punctuality, not only reducing our attention span but also draining our motivation and the time we allot for productivity. For instance, we hear about many cases where someone, after an hour of work, decides to take a ten-minute brain break on their phone, idly scrolling. Slowly, those ten minutes turn into fifteen, then twenty, and then twice as long as theyâve been working. Perhaps even you have experienced this yourself. During this period, the monkeyâs temporary satisfaction outweighs the personâs sense of responsibility, leaving the task at hand neglected and the person in the âDark Playgroundâ (Urban). The Dark Playground, as Tim Urban describes, is â...filled with guilt, dread, anxiety, self-hatredâŚâ (Urban). All of which stems from the procrastinator feeling as though they did not earn such fun. Now, how could we prevent these feelings from happening in this case? According to Sara Lindberg in âNeed Help Staying Focused? Try These 10 Tips,â creating a neat workspace, practicing Pomodoroâs technique, and blocking social media help us focus and prevent the Gratification Monkey from steering us off course.
Whilst procrastination may seem especially prevalent in urban environments, dilemmas caused by technology are not the only ones taking their toll on us. The primary source of procrastination derives from a personâs internal struggles. For example, this includes perfectionism, fear of failure, being overwhelmed, or the fear of missing out. An art major may delay their portrait not because they are distracted, but because they are afraid their work will not meet expectations. Similarly, a perfectionist may put off their work entirely, believing that their effort isnât worth investing in something that they cannot complete flawlessly. Mindsets like these form a negative cycle that provides us with temporary satisfaction through avoidance, but results in us wasting our potential to figure out the bigger picture. Allowing ourselves to embrace intimidating challenges through baby steps, adopting a healthier perspective, accepting mistakes, or any other method, is how we can diminish fear-based procrastination. Overall, we must approach our work ethic with care and tact, not only to discipline ourselves and our Instant Gratification Monkey, but also to nurture a healthy relationship among ourselves, our work, and our leisure.
Works Cited
S Pangambam. âInside the Mind of a Master Procrastinator by Tim Urban (Full Transcript).â The Singju Post, 18 Apr. 2016, singjupost.com/inside-the-mind-of-a-master-procrastinator-by-tim-urban-full-transcript/.
Lindberg, Sara. âNeed Help Staying Focused? Try These 10 Tips.â
Healthline, Healthline Media, 16 Oct. 2019, www.healthline.com/health/mental-health/how-to-stay-focused#pomodoro-technique.
Jaffe, Eric. âWhy Wait? The Science behind Procrastination.â
Association for Psychological Science, vol. 26, no. 4, 29 Mar. 2013, www.psychologicalscience.org/observer/why-wait-the-science-behind-procrastination.

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