Jisoo watches at her breath diffuses into the darkness of the night as she thinks of the way she left her sister after their fatherâs death. A ball of guilt resided at the well of her throat. No, she wouldnât leave someone in need again. âWeâre going to my place.â Jisoo says with renewed determination, all but persistently pushing him into the backseat of her small car, though still mindful that she doesnât knock his head against the roof. âIâm going to make sure those nightmares donât come.â
As she starts her car, feeling more alive than she had since the last time she had seen him, Jisoo could not help but to laugh at the turn of events. â-And youâre in no place to argue: youâre going to wake up with a hell of a headache, sunbae.
Fortunately for you, Iâve got just the right amount of aspirin.â
Heâs not an alcoholic. He drinks maybe once every month or so, and yes itâs become a sort of habit, but itâs not by any means turning into alcoholism. Sometimes itâs just helpful for alcohol to take the edge off of things. But then there are the times where he takes it just a little too far, times like this. He knows, thereâs no answer at the bottom of his glass tumbler, that nothing he does at a bar can really contribute to fixing his problems. But it causes his monster to slip from his unconscious, away. And then the only thing he has left to worry about in that state are his nightmares.
But heâs not ready to return to a life of nightmares; heâs terrified of facing his nightmares, and knowing he canât do anything about it. When heâs conscious, thatâs when heâs in control, and with the more supernatural aspect of his life, control has become a major issue. Thatâs why attachments are bad, he muses. You get too attached to someone, you get too reliant on them always being there to help you. And then one day, they leave without notice. And then youâre left floundering, trying not to drown.
âYour place,â Jin Goo mumbles, âIâve never been to your place,â he realizes idly. He frowns slightly though, at her next words. âHow are you going to make sure the nightmares donât come?â Hari had her powers; she could make his nightmares disappear with a wave of her hand. Jisoo, as far as he knew, didnât have such abilities. But at this point, some company was better than no company, so he didnât protest.
Itâs a little funny, he thinks, he hasnât had a headache that wouldâve come from the usual causes, not since the experiment. Heâs never had a headache unless it was because of his beast. He doesnât say anything about it, though. Itâs not exactly relevant, and Jin Goo figures heâll see what happens the next morning. Maybe this will be the time that he wakes up with a killer headache.
The car starts, and as they move down the street, he lets his head hang back to rest against the headrest. Heâs tired, but he doesnât want to sleep. âJisoo, why are you still in Incheon?â he asks, curious. âYou could go anywhere, and you probably should, get out of the country or something.â It was probably safer, to get as far away as possible after deserting the military and actively helping a traitor to the country.
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Jisoo spots him almost immediately, that broad back only slightly slumped as a glistening glass with amber fluid is raised. She catches his wrist in her hand, shaking her head. âNo more.â She says softly as she gently pried the glass from his hands. Jisoo peers into his slightly glassy eyes with poorly concealed worry, for she doesnât think she had ever seen Jin Goo so drunk before. âCome on, letâs go outside.â Jisoo murmurs, her voice soothing whilst a hesitant arm snaked around his waist in case he lost his balance. âMy carâs waiting.â
Once outside, Jisooâs bravado is bolstered with each breath of icy cold air she took. âThis is unlike you.â She laughs hesitantly. âHow cruel of you to start drinking without me, Jin Goo.â
The strangely sober atmosphere caused her voice to fall flat. âIs something wrongâŚ.?â
âWas thereâŚ. A reason you wanted me to come and get you?â Jisoo finishes hesitantly.
He doesnât know how long itâs been since he downed his first drink. All he knows it that the fuzziness in his mind is more than welcome. He doesnât want to think; he doesnât want to worry about nightmares, and he thinks an alcohol blackout might help with that, so another one goes down the hatch.Â
The bartender refills his glass again, and he raises it when a hand closes around his wrist and the glass is taken from him. Jin Goo hears a familiar voice, and he turns to see Jisoo standing there. He had no idea what sheâs doing there, oblivious to the fact that he had texted her and not Hari.Â
He doesnât put up any sort of resistance as she directs him out of the bar. If anything, the world is spinning so much that it takes most of his concentration to not trip over his own feet. He chuckles, watching with glassy eyes as his breath mists in the cold air. He realizes a little belatedly that he seems to have texted her instead. âAh, looks like I texted you.â It didnât matter, really. It didnât matter all that much who came to get him. He didnât particularly want to be alone. Alone, thoughts swirled around his head. With someone there, it was relatively easier to brush those thoughts away. He was a little relieved though, that it was Jisoo.Â
âSheâs gone,â he says matter-of-factly, like Jisoo was supposed to magically know about him and Hari. âShe left because sheâs afraid.â Thereâs a bitter tone in his voice now. Realistically, he doesnât know this; he doesnât know why she left, and her reason was vague at best. But his mind jumps to the most logical conclusion in his mind. She left because he was a monster. And that was before taking into consideration his mutation. She had seen the nightmares in his head, had seen him reliving scenarios where he had carried out some horrific missions. It would have made sense that she wouldâve found his mutation to be too much piled on top of a bloody past.Â
âShe stopped the nightmares,â he says. She had made the nights more bearable. Her mutation had protected him against his subconscious. âI donât want to sleep. I though alcohol would help,â he mumbles. His words probably donât make sense to Jisoo, who wouldâve needed to know what Hari did for him to understand. But in his intoxicated state, Jin Goo didnât know.Â
They get to her car, and he finds something else to talk about, to try and not remember the short conversation he had had with Hari a few days prior. âWhere are we going?âÂ
He doesnât know how long heâs been in that bar, staring at his emptying and refilling glass. Itâs been long enough for him to be fairly intoxicated, though, he knows that much. Itâs pathetic, to literally try and drink his sorrows away. Hari had left the day before. And the nightmares had come back without her to protect him against it. It felt worse than before, though he was sure it was only because he had been sleeping nightmare free for weeks. It was fine. Really. She was free to do whatever she wanted to do. After all, they were both just testing the waters, and seeing whether this would amount to anything concrete.Â
He supposes he shouldâve just kept their relationship at just friends. After all, he had neglected to account for the fact that if they broke up, which they now had, that he would lose his shield against the monsters in his unconscious. No, he wasnât going to put himself through nightmares again. He needed to ease himself back into that madness. So he left the foundation, looking to waste a large enough chunk of time that he would be able to just go back to the foundation in the morning. Heâd be lacking sleep, but that wasnât nearly as bad as having to be completely helpless to his nightmares.Â
He downs his drink and watches as the bartender fills the glass with amber liquid again. Everything is starting to feel fuzzy, and Jin Goo pulls his phone out of his pocket. He scrolls through his messages to find Hariâs name. Perhaps he should have deleted her number from his phone before going out. But no, he had reasoned earlier that if she needed his help with anything, he wasnât about to be a jackass and ignore her. He taps his thumb against the screen, unknowingly having pressed the contact below Hariâs name. His fingers proceed to tap a short message to âHariâ, pressing the wrong keys every so often as his fingers become rather inaccurate.Â
[text â Jisoo] where are you? would youu be so kind as t join me at the bar
He presses send before he can enter another question mark, and he just shrugs, pocketing his phone and picking up the glass again. Sheâd understand the general gist of the message.
âWhoâs my sweet, sweet boy?â He smiles, a wide grin pulling at his lips as his mother ruffles his hair. She takes his hand and presses it against her distended belly. Vaguely, he can feel a soft thump against his palm. âSay hello to your brother and sister.â She smiles warmly at him, and his eyes widen in wonder. Some of his friends have siblings, and it seems like a good thing, something to celebrate, something to be happy over. âYouâre going to be a big brother.â At the happiness shining from his motherâs eyes, Jin Gooâs eyes curve into crescents of their own and a bubbly laugh breaks out in the kitchen where they stand. âWhat should we name your brother and sister?âÂ
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Sheâs holding a bundle in her arms, one twin in each arm, and Jin Goo rocks onto his tiptoes to catch a sight of his new siblings, eyes practically sparkling in anticipation. She puts the twins into their cradle and lifts him up to stand on the edge of the crib so he can get a better view. Her arms wrap around him, also making sure he wonât fall. âArenât they pretty?â she whispers in his ear. He can hear the exhaustion in his mother voice, but she also sounds happy and content. He nods with a wide smile, gazing at the two babies sleeping side by side. He feels the soft lips of his mother grazing the top of his head as he stares. transfixed by the slight rise and fall of the babiesâ chests. âYou love them, too, donât you?â Jin Goo nods vigorously, and smiles when he hears his motherâs warm laugh behind him, her warm arms surrounding him.
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His father gets laid-off nine months later. Despite his best efforts, he doesnât find another job. Meals get gradually smaller, his motherâs smile gets more and more strained. Six months after being laid-off, his father turns to drinking to relieve his anguish. It takes a few weeks, but eventually when he sees the bottle, Jin Goo learns to avoid the man who used to laugh deeply and play hide-and-seek with him. The first time his father lays a hand on his mother, Jin Goo is sleeping, but the raised voices wake him. When the man sobers in the morning, there are tears and apologies from two of the people Jin Goo loves most in the world. His father begs his mother not to leave, that he wonât ever do it again. A few days pass and Jin Goo sees a bottle on the coffee table, one that wasnât there the day before. His father never sobers again. Thing get worse. Jin Gooâs mother grabs him by the arms one day, her hair frazzled and eyes wide with terror. âProtect your brother and sister,â she urges him, âPromise me youâll protect them no matter what!â Jin Goo can only nod dumbly. He thinks she means to protect them from the outside world, from strangers. After all, he has never connected the black eyes and bruises his mother sports to his drunken father.Â
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His brother and sister are crying. Heâs holding onto them tightly, close to him. His father holds a half empty bottle in one hand and a kitchen knife in the other, his eyes wild and unfocused. Jin Goo is terrified. He scuffles backwards, underneath the dining table pushed against the wall, under a naive belief that it will provide any sort of protection. His mother lies unconscious on the floor of the living room, blood flowing from an open wound on her upper arm. The home phone lays on her limp palm, the screen black. His father advances slowly, step by heavy step. âPlease...â Jin Gooâs words are whispers, barely whispers. âDad please...â His words do nothing to quell the anger he sees burning the manâs eyes. âItâs all your fault.â The words are not aimed at him. No, his fatherâs eyes are locked onto the two crying infants Jin Goo is holding close to him. âIf it wasnât for you bastards, things wouldnât have gone to shit! If it wasnât for you, none of this would have happened!â His father is screaming. Heâs at the dinner table now, only holding the knife, the beer bottle having been dropped a few steps back, the amber liquid spilling out onto the carpet. Despite his efforts, his father is stronger, and wrenches his baby brother out of his grasp. Jin Goo sits there hugging his sister closely to his chest and only watches, stunned, as the kitchen knife, the one heâs seen his mother use time and time again to cook, continuously enters his little brother. Thereâs a lot of blood. The police burst through the door just as his father turns back towards him, intent on taking his sister as well. Jin Goo doesnât realize heâs screaming and shaking until a kind-faced policeman hushes him with a warm blanket and an embrace within strong, comforting arms.Â
-Â
A large part of his mother disappears along with his baby brother and father figure. She tries, and to her credit she tries so hard. But there are many times where she stares off into space, mind elsewhere. There are many times where he is woken in the middle of the night by the soft sobs of his mother. And there are many times where he has to hold her hand tightly to stop her from shaking. But she tries her best to keep up jobs, to bring food to the table, to keep a roof over their head. And it doesnât always work. But they always had a protective mother to guard them from the outside world. Until they didnât. She collapses one day, and Jin Goo, eyes wide, watches as the neighbour she was talking to, calls the ambulance. Sheâs diagnosed with a late stage of brain cancer, whatever that means. All he hears is âcancerâ and he grips his motherâs hand tightly. Cancer is bad. That much he knows. Cancer is expensive. And they donât have the money. So what else can they do? They watch from the sidelines as the tumour grows, prying their mother from them. They watch as the doctors wheel her bed into the surgery room, promising to try their best. The doctors make the surgery sound so easy, their words filled with positive tones, putting the two children at ease. But the moment the head doctor comes out from the surgery room, Jin Goo can tell itâs not good news heâll be receiving.Â
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His mother doesnât get buried in the ground. They donât have the money for a burial. She gets cremated, the fire licking at her body until thereâs nothing but her ashes, ashes that at procedurally swept into a small can. Hell, they canât even afford a proper urn. She deserves better than being stuck in a tin can forever, so Jin Goo takes his sister on a long bus ride a few days later, to the pier. They arenât allowed to throw things into the water, heâs been told before, so they do it quietly, in a corner when nobodyâs watching. His mother, when she was still happy, his mother was free. And the water was a free a force as he ever knew, free to roam where it wished, free to stretch into the distance, bound by nothing. So he scatters his motherâs ashes and watches with his sister as they sit on the edge of the pier, as the water washes her away.Â
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The year afterwards, his baby sister gets taken from him as well. He watches quietly, off to the side, as the man and woman sign the documents. He eyes them warily, unable to trust that the man wonât become the monster his own father turned into, unable to know that the woman wonât contract a horrible disease that will leave his sister with more loss than she deserved. But from the way theyâre dressed, Jin Goo can tell that theyâre well off. They have money. Money that can be used to enroll her into school, to buy her nice clothes, to treat her to restaurants, to buy her toys. And with everything sheâs been through, she deserves at least that. So he smiles and promises her that heâll try to see her often, though he hasnât a clue where sheâll live. He hugs her one last time and forces his fingers then arms to loosen and let her go. He holds back his tears until she leaves and night comes when nobody can detect the silent tears that get absorbed by his pillow.Â
-Â
He fingers the ring hanging from his metal chain around his neck. Itâs about the time of year that his mother died. He doesnât remember the exact date, though he should. Itâs too muddled in his memory. Itâs been almost two decades since she was taken from him. He canât hear her soft laugh in his ear anymore, nor can he feel her arms wrapping around him lovingly. He canât even remember really, what she looked like. But heâs at the one place that reminds him of her, legs dangling from the pier, sitting in the same spot where he had scattered her ashes so many years ago. The water still looks the same, knocking gently against the stone wall he sits on top of. It still stretches out into the horizon, as far as his eyes can see. Heâs as close as he can get to her ever again, but she still feels so far away. He hears a playful shriek behind him, and turns to see a man and a woman, strolling along the pier in the sunset with their two children, two girls. A happy family. He doesnât lie to himself, sometimes when he sees pictures like that, he feels envy. Why did some get to grow up with a happy family and some a broken family? His father, jailed. His brother and mother, dead. His sister, lost. But thereâs nothing he can do about it, thereâs no way he can change the past. So he turns back to the family member he can barely reach anymore, looking back out to point where the water meets the horizon, and tries to remember what she looked like, and what her laugh sounded like.Â
âI want to stay with you, Jin Goo. And if danger comes with that wish, then so be it. Youâve been treated unfairly by our superiors, and I wonât even work with them over my own dead body.â
âI guess weâre both traitors now.â Jisoo smiled faintly. Oddly, the stretch of the lips seemed more genuine than it had been for years. âIâve already made some safety measures to divert the tracking teamâs attention. They wonât find you again.â
Suddenly, a ringtone blared jarringly through the air, and Jisooâs eyes were drawn involuntarily to Jin Gooâs pocket.
Jisoo was determined. That much hadnât changed about her since last they met. Once sheâd decided on something, sheâd stick to it until it was finished. He was relieved to still have her loyalty, but reminded himself to be a lot more careful around her. Though his transformations were usually in a controlled environment in his cage, there was always a possibility that they would be put in a situation where his beast fought its way out. And heâd hold himself accountable if anything were to happen to her.Â
He was about to thank her for protecting him like that, putting herself on the line, when his cell phone rang. He shot Jisoo a half-apologetic smile before slipping his hands from in between hers to grab the phone from his jacket pocket. Just a glance at number arranged in that familiar order had a small grin pulling at his lips. âIâll just be a second,â he said to her before turning away and accepting the call.Â
âHey.â âAre you okay? You said youâd be back before now.â Jin Goo held the phone away from his ear to glance at the time. Ahh, right. âSorry, I got caught up with a... former colleague of mine. Nothing to worry about.â There was a sigh at the other end that he interpreted as a sign of relief. She knew there were soldiers out trying to track him down, so he supposed it was a worry that was warranted.Â
âAre we still up for tonight?â he asked, trying to steer the conversation into one that was less gloomy. âYes, Iâve got everything here; all Iâm missing is you.â Jin Goo chuckled at the slight sass she threw at him, âAlright, Iâll be there soon. Donât start without me.â There was a tinkling melodic laugh before the line cut, and Jin Goo pulled the phone away to end the call.Â
He turned back to Jisoo, âSorry about that. Iâve actually got to head back to the foundation now.â If she knew where to find him, heâs sure sheâs already aware of the fact that he had been living in the mysterious building under the guise of a military training facility. He held his phone out to her, âThis is my burner phone. Leave me your number and when I change phones, Iâll send you a text.âÂ
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As she gazed into his eyes, she did not salute. They were no longer loyal soldiers, and they both knew this. Instead, she reached out, silently, carefully, to wrap her fingers around his limp hands. Jin Goo trusted her, and perhaps, that was enough. He trusted her enough to tell her his own story; and yet he still gave her a choice.
Oh, Jin Goo. How can I not follow you?
âWhat do you expect me to say, Jin Goo?â Jisoo whispered. âDid you expect me to give up on you? Did you expect me to run away from you?â With every word, Jisooâs fingers tightened. âWho did you take me for, Jin Goo?â
âFrom the moment they pulled me aside â no, from the moment I knew you were alive, I knew that there was something they hid from me. I never doubted you, Jin Goo.â
âThank you for trusting me.â Jisoo smiled. âBut my decision had been made long ago. Iâll follow you until the ends of the earth; not because of orders or a sense of obligation, but because I want to, Jin Goo.â
She seemed to be concerned that he had had a close encounter with the special team that had been put together. He didnât completely understand why. It was dangerous, he supposed, but he was standing there in front of her wasnât he? To be fair, had he not gotten help from Sana, the situation would have been a lot more difficult to get out of.Â
He nodded. Even if she did shoot him, heâd trust that she would have done it for a good reason. âIâm still here; they didnât get me,â he said in an attempt to try and reassure her.Â
The words hurt as he said them, but it hurt just a little more seeing the range of expressions flashing across Jisooâs face. She took his hands in hers following his speech, and he wondered what exactly she was thinking. He wanted to know what she thought about it, but then again, he didnât exactly want to know either.Â
When she finally did speak, tension he didnât think he had seemed to slip away. He smiled a little, faintly. âIâm grateful. Thank you.â He didnât want to add onto that, but it was a necessity, in his eyes. âYou should know though, more than just being on the run, you'd be putting yourself in greater danger if you choose to stick with me.â Jin Goo stared at his hands in hers. âYouâve heard the reports.â Or the rumours, at least. She was smart enough to pick up on what he wanted to say, without actually saying it. He was volatile, and whoever was close to him during a transformation would be in fairly grave danger. âI might not be a traitor to my country, but I am a danger to it.â And to you. He doesnât say this either. He doesnât think he can.Â
She leaned against the tree and waited patiently for him to come back. It took several minutes but he was faster than she expected him to be. She was still thankful and felt bad at how awkward he was handing her the bag. âIâll uhm, Iâll be right back,â She said while going right behind the trees and bushes she originally came from and began to remove the jacket. She put on the skinny jeans, tank top, and put on her own leather jacket that was stowed away in her bag.
She closed her back and threw it over her shoulders before re-entering the clearing. âOkay Iâm wearing clothes now, but here is your jacket back.â
He heard her leave the clearing, presumably to put on her clothes, and he shuffled his feet, unsure of whether to just stay there. It felt weird to do so. But at the same time, maybe it wouldâve been the more responsible thing to do, to wait for her to finish changing into clothes. So he stood there, awkwardly, until he heard her voice again.Â
Turning, Jin Goo took his jacket back, slipping it back on again, and ignoring the slight warmth it held due to its earlier close proximity to her. âIâm Jin Goo. Iâm one of the combat instructors at the foundation,â he introduced himself with one hand offered out to her for a handshake. âItâs nice to meet you,â he said politely, formally.Â
The way it tore into the practice dummy was incredible. Like it was paper mache and not 6Ⲡof Muk Yan Jong. She doesnât know what she was expecting, thinking that having the door slam shut as a greeting wasnât quite a bright idea. The growl that seems to echo in her ears makes her hair stand, noting that this time, she isnât outdoors in a field with comrades to come to her safety. The space seemed a lot smaller with the large creature in it, looking every bit as menacing as she remembers. The way itâs shoulders are squared, defensive, claws out in front of it, sheâs sure itâs ready to pounce anytime soon.Â
Alright, Audrie, think. Worst case scenario? It tears into you like it did the dummy.Â
Cons? Itâs agile, has claws of the devil and could potentially shred her into pieces. Pros? Its limbs were bulky and large- with the space constraint, it played to her advantage. There was always a chance of escape. But again- that wasnât the kind of response she was here for. Audrie stands still, blinking back at the creature thatâs zeroed in on her. How long is an appropriate wait before engaging in conversation? Could it understand her? Is the person behind it conscious of its actions? âŚ..Could she be in the room with it and survive?Â
She takes a cautious step to the left, lowering her hands first, knees bending as she settles onto the floor in a lotus position, chin rested in her palm as she continues to stare. It needed to trust that she wasnât a threat. And the best way she could think of was to disarm completely. She was sure that approaching it while it was still in a defensive stance wouldnât end well for her.Â
âUh. Iâll just, stay over here, shall I? We can share the room, no big deal,â she speaks gently, resisting the urge to nibble on her lip. She wouldnât show that she was anxious. Though she thinks the rambling is sometimes a giveaway. âIâm Audrie.â
The female seems contemplative, and she stays frozen in place for a good couple of seconds. The first movement has it tensing again, eyes locking onto the movement. Sheâs lowering herself to the floor, legs crossing in a way it finds absurd. The way sheâs sitting canât be comfortable, it finds itself thinking, like a bolt out of the blue.Â
She wants to share the room? If it could raise an eyebrow in question, it would. What was going on? It stops its snarling. Why didnât she go for the door? Humans were despicable creatures in general, but this one seemed to be just weird or plain stupid. It loosens up a fraction, unwilling yet to let down its guard completely. She wasnât wearing any sort of human armour, any sort of protection, but considering it was in a place where everyone seemed to have a dangerous quality about them, it wasnât about to let her get any sort of advantage over it.Â
What was she doing here anyways? Looking around slightly but still being conscious of her movements, or rather lack thereof, it observed a few more elements of the surroundings. There were dummies, mats, and... weapons, though they didnât seem very sharp. They were in a training room, it supposes, drawing on knowledge of its human. Why humans had training rooms it had no idea. It wasnât as though they would ever protect them well enough from any real danger. No, evolution would help, but humans were weak without the help of evolution in general. And she chose to just sit there, in the middle of a training room. Did she not knowing what this place was for? Or was she just an oddball? It fixes its gaze on her again, looking out for any sudden movements.Â
to be honest, bogum hadnât really been that interested in covering the story anyway. although he starting to grow a little bit more curious at jin gooâs sudden request for confidentiality. he had no problems with obeying the rules set out to him in the privacy and publication laws, but the fact that he had to ask again simply made bogum raise his eyebrow. regardless, he would comply.
ânot an issue,â bogum simply replied. âour online website had a survey last month; the public is genuinely curious about the school. so we have to make sure their curiosity is sated. i wonât be long.â maybe this will be enough to appeal to jin goo. technically heâs not lying, this is really what happened since the intern suggested the idea.
âwe should go somewhere with more privacy, however. i want to ensure confidentiality is maintained.â
He was beginning to see why his superiors never liked having reporters around. They were rather pushy, nosy about things just to write a story. I mean, maybe heâs a nice person outside of his job... But at the moment, he wasnât getting very nice vibes. Itâs not that the other was being rude, but the specific wording chosen was rubbing him the wrong way.Â
He nodded and gestured that Bogum follow him. âWe have a few empty rooms at this time,â he said. Jin Goo opened a door to an empty classroom, letting the other enter first. He wondered how little he could get away with saying in this interview. There was definitely curiosity about what the foundation did, and what this âmilitary base or schoolâ was like on the inside. He figured he could just answer the questions with as much truth as possible, just leaving out the special skills part.Â
âferal?â she echoes, voice alight with that same tone sheâd had the past few minutes; it suits her tilted head and blinking doe eyes, but it doesnât suit their conversation. it is one seriousâ not comparable to talk of demonstrated skill and admiration given in turn. but that is how it seems, with an instructor neared cornered and a student ever-pressing. âwerewolf?â
he provides the image for her mind; beasts have different forms but she pictures it as a wolf, shifted to that special form under the light of a full moon. there lies an insinuation that it isnât that entirelyâ but sana misses it, blinded by imagination.
âahhhh,â she nods in understandingâ or what she perceives as such; itâs not in the way she thinks it is. âthey think youâre a monster,â she says thoughtfully, insensitively. itâs whatâs come to mindâ an explanation and reasoning behind his troubles that make sense. her years do not betray herâ she is still young, but she feels that she knows well of the judging eyes and disconnecting lines between those with mutations and those without.
itâs typical of humans to be so cruel, even hunting down her own instructor. heâd never seemed anything but kind in her eyesâ should someone like that be subjected to vehemence and prejudice simply due to their capabilities?
she doesnât believe so; but this is why humans are flawed. this is why she prefers her robotic companions instead at the end of the day.
itâs in this moment that sheâs lost in thought, looking from jin goo to her hands. when her gaze lifts once more, there lies a sense of worry, albeit not for his sake only.Â
âare you safe from them here, goo seonsaeng-nim?â
She seems to be confused, and Jin Goo mentally disparages the notion of having to explain in detail what his mutation was. But luckily she seems to understand some part of what heâs saying. Perhaps he could just leave it at that and be done with it.Â
He half sighs and half chuckles at her blunt conclusion. That was the reality, though many people had a different way of putting it. Most didnât even comment on that bit. But it wasnât as though she was spewing lies, so he just shrugs, âSomething like that,â he admits. They also thought him a traitor and a murderer, but âmonsterâ basically encompassed the rest of it.Â
Was he safe there? Jin Goo wondered the same every so often. Would he be safe if he continued to live his life in the foundation? Would he only end up leading the military to the foundationâs doorstep? The simple answer was he couldnât be sure. But he wasnât about to say that to her. âIâve been safe so far in here. The foundation does well enough to protect the people living within it.â He doesnât comment on whether that fact would change in the future. Because no matter how much he wanted to give reassurances, he wasnât going to lie to achieve that.Â
The first student files in, the door opening with just the slightest creak. Jin Goo breathes an air of relief, though he has a suspicion that Sana isnât completely satisfied. He tilts his head at her, implying that he would like to end the conversation. But just walking away would seem rude and being a staff, he was expected to be ever so polite while conversing with students, so he couldnât just leave it at that. âIf you have any other questions, you can feel free to come by my room and we can talk there,â he offers, half hoping she wouldnât take him up on it. It was a little bad to hope such a thing in his position, but he really just wasnât the most comfortable discussing things like this.Â
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She bit her lower lip and nodded her head. âIâm sure Iâll get better at it eventually,â She said softly while she saw him give her somewhat of a smile. It was a nice smile but it was probably still awkward considering her currently condition. This was actually beginning to be strange for her as well. She was happy the trees were blocking any wind from going under the jacket and lifting it up. The last thing she wanted was to be Marilyn Monroe at the moment.
She nodded her head slowly at what he said and answered, âYes Iâll stay right here.â She leaned against one of the trees and made sure the jacket wrapped around her tightly. Though she had no idea how he was going to find her clothes but she had to trust that he knew what he was doing. She was thankful that she found someone so nice in the forest. It was definitely a strange place to meet someone new.
He stepped through the forest, between trees and over branches. It was rather relieving, to get away from that situation. It wasnât very difficult at all to find her clothes. Not a lot of people ventured into the forest anyways, and with the knowledge of where she generally put her clothing, it only took a minute to spot the clothes peeking out just a bit from under a bush.Â
Jin Goo grabbed the clothes in one hand before retracing his steps through the greenery. Eventually, he made his way back into the clearing, and held out her clothes to her, eyes turned away. He wouldâve been a lot more comfortable if he had thrown the clothes in her direction, but that wasnât exactly the nicest thing to do. So discomfort aside, he stared stoically at the bark of the tree right in front of him as he waited for her to take the clothes.Â
Thatâs the thing about Jaehyun â he canât stand not being in control. Being in control meant not getting carried away with people and their emotions; not letting them dictate how he should feel. Jin Goo was very good at getting carried away with sentimentality, and very good at drawing people into his sphere of emotions. Itâs a bit annoying.
Itâs something that Jaehyun canât understand. Being sentimental.Â
Itâs nothing more than a burden to the present. Itâs always best to look upon the past objectively for there is nothing to be gained from being sentimental; nothing to be learnt.Â
âExcuse you. I will be an actual doctor in 5 years or so. And an actual doctor could never patch you up with the tenderness of yours truly.â He scoffs, a sarcastic grin twisting up the corners of his lips.Â
âOh that?â Following Jin Gooâs gaze towards the metal cabinet, he shrugs, âWas cleaning up and re-organising the bathroomâŚâ His eyes fall to the ground where obvious scratches marred the wooden, panelled floor. It wasnât a good idea to have dragged that heavy shelf out, but it wasnât like heâd the strength to actually carry it out alone in the first place.Â
âIâve got a friend whoâs good at that stuff coming over to fix that,â He gestures to the scratched up flooring, âlater this week.â
It was easy, conversing with Jaehyun. The other seemed to almost always have a witty, sarcastic comment ready for him. It was just⌠comfortable. He smiles easily, âOf course, Iâm sure youâll be the best doctor the world has ever known.â Itâs not too big a deal, for Jin Goo to just keep letting Jaehyun have his way.
He follows the otherâs line of sight, spying the scratched up floorboards. Ahh⌠That made a little more sense. The conversation seems to die down a little after that, and after a brief period of silence, he speaks up, âDo you have anything else planned for today?â he asks. âIâll treat you to a meal or something. Otherwise this,â he gestures to the neat stitching on his arm, âbecomes charity, and youâll never be able to put yourself through med school.â
As his inevitable onslaught of questions, however, Jisoo pulled back, looking into his eyes before swallowing hard. âI was informed that you are guilty of treason of the highest order, Jin Goo. There were also defection and espionage charges on your file too.â Jisoo found it absolutely incredulous â Jin Goo and treason didnât even belong in the same dictionary. âThey say you know government secrets; and you are handing them out like candy, Jin Goo.â
How do you even begin to tell someone that theyâre being hunted like an animal? âCurrently, thereâs a team of specialized trackers and snipers after you, Jin Goo. And IâŚam one of them.â Jisoo replied clearly and succinctly, as if she was delivering a report. Her eyes, however, betrayed her true turmoil - they were wide and pleading as if to prevent him for running away as soon as he realized that she was here to cage him.
âWhat really happened over there, in that military base?â Here, Jisoo hesitated. Like all special operations officers, she had heard of the massive carnage there. âI know you, Jin Goo. Iâve lived with you as your student and comrade â and youâve protected my back from certain death over the time weâve worked together. I canât â I refuse to believe those ridiculous treason charges. I know you, and I know you didnât commit treason, Jin Goo.â
âAnd I-â And here, Jisooâs voice broke, and she cursed herself for the lack of self control. âI didnât know you were alive until they told me, Jin Goo.â Jisoo whispered. âJust me. Not wiki nor the rest of the team â and I think they chose me because Iâve been on your team for the least amount of time.â
âI think theyâre hiding something big, Jin Goo.â Jisoo murmured. âIâm here to help you, because I believeâ with all of my heart and my last breath âthat youâre innocent.â
What he hears from her isnât surprising in the slightest. Heâd clearly be labeled a traitor, at the very least. And of course they hadnât told her about the experiments. The less she knew, the better; that was no doubt the militaryâs standpoint on of this. The confidentiality with which the organization kept that particular secret was extremely high. To his knowledge, very few had any sort of knowledge of it at all.Â
Sheâs reporting to him, her words coming through steadily, but he can spy the disapproval in her voice, see a sort of desperation in her eyes. This, he understands, or he thinks he does. There was a comradery between soldiers that wasnât easily broken. Orders were orders, of course, but a soldierâs loyalty lay with the people who fought with them, people who laid down their lives with them.Â
Heâs seen a bunch of the people who were tracking him; he had seen some of them that day at the university. Had it not been for Sana, he wouldâve had a much tougher time escaping. âAh, this specialized team. Yes, Iâve met them, had a fairly close shave one time, though I donât recall seeing you among them.â He foregoes the bigger question in favour for a wry, comparatively light-hearted comment. There wouldnât be much time for those later on, not with what he would come to tell her. A corner of his lips quirks upwards, âThey chose you because youâre the best shot in the country.âÂ
He glances around, debating how he should begin to tell her. Sure they were on a quiet street, but that only increased the likelihood that they would be heard by anyone who was interested in overhearing their conversation. But then again, telling her about his beast was a deal-breaker, something that many would be disgusted by. And even loyalty only went so far. Maybe it was better to get it all out and see where that took them, whether she would still believe that heâs innocent, or whether she would pull out the handcuffs.Â
He figures itâs best to just start from the beginning. âWhen I started in special forces, the Commander pulled me aside and asked whether I wanted to be the best soldier I could, whether I wanted to do my best for my country. I said yes and signed a confidentiality form. They injected me with a serum, some sort of experimental drug they had bought off the books. It was supposed to make me faster and stronger, but I didnât notice any changes. Gradually over the next few months I started to notice that I could see, hear, and smell more than I used to. I thought that was it.âÂ
Jin Goo hesitates for a second. Now it was getting to the realm of uncertainty. âIn China,â he starts off slowly, âAfter they captured me, they wanted to know something related to our missile system. They wanted me to give them some sort of code. Months after I was taken prisoner... One moment I was chained up to a wooden cross, and the next, I woke up on the ground of a forest in Gimpo. Somehow I made it back to the base, but they suspected that I traded away state secrets for my life because they couldnât find a single injury on me. The Commander was nervous because he was afraid I would talk, afraid that I would tell everyone about the not-so-legal things he had done, so he suggested that I be sentenced to death for treason.âÂ
âThe scouts came back a little while later, and everyone seemed to buy the fact that it was a freak animal attack, which got me mostly off the hook...â He chuckles rather bitterly at this, âBut then I turned in my cell soon after.â He doesnât want to explain what he means by âturnedâ. He doesnât want to touch on that at all. But the less she knew, the more danger she would be in.Â
âTurns out what they gave me all those years ago, altered my DNA. The enhanced senses turned out to just be a side-effect; the main part of it was lying dormant, until that one torture session nearly killed me, When I blacked out, it seems as though I turned into whatever killed those men at the Chinese camp.â He sighed inaudibly, taking a small step backwards and slipping his hands into the pockets of his jacket. âBefore they could carry through with the execution, it must have gotten out again and I woke up on the other side of the country in an alleyway near here.âÂ
He takes a deeper breath than usual, letting it out slowly. âSo now that you know the truth, youâre free to change your mind and follow your orders.â He still doesnât have any idea how many soldiers his beast had killed escaping from the military base. He hopes it would be none, but considering they had his cell guarded at all times, the likelihood of that was slim. She was free to make her own choice, to take him in, or continue helping, and he wasnât going to think less of her no matter what choice she made.Â
âActually, no,â he begins to correct, and his arms fold across his midriff, âthe air in here is mostly sterile. What Iâm worried about is your immune system dropping because of me, mixing with the air outside⌠if you leave now, your immune system wouldnât be affected too much, but if you leave later, youâll most probably get sick once you step outside and breathe in that air. So your options are really to leave now, or stay in this room forever.â
But as he presents the options, a small voice within him tells him that Jingoo will be the kind who will have no self-preservation whatsoever, and will probably choose the latter option out of spite or lack of care. It makes the altruist in him grit his teeth, but the boy in him smiles wider than ever.
âAnd Iâd really like to get presents from Santa this Christmas.â
There. This is his entire case. If Jingoo doesnât accept it, Kang Joon fears he is out of resources to fend off the adamant older.
That made sense, he supposed, it seemed that the recovery time was a little shorter than it used to be. Once he didnât see Kang Joon one day way back when, usually it while for the other to appear again. It was never in the time span of days. But regardless, to have to do that consistently throughout his whole life, it was sad.Â
He tilts his head to the side as the other proceeds to talk about how his mutation worked, not really feeling all that bothered by the news. It made sense, but it wasnât really all too concerning for him. He was ready to take that risk, it didnât matter all too much to him.Â
âThen Iâll stay here forever,â he answers mildly. Heâs stubborn and it gets on some peopleâs nerves; Jaehyunâs face flashes in his mind. Yes, he definitely does trod on some nerves sometimes when heâs being stubborn. Vaguely, he wonders whether Kang Joon would ever respond to his aggravation with frustrated violence rather than the exasperation heâs used to receiving from him.Â
âIâll find a way to get by,â he says, stretching a little, âMaybe I can order one of those anti-microbial suits online and walk around in that for the rest of my life. Maybe I can get you one, too.â He grins. Actually it wasnât that bad an idea. Maybe he could do some searching online to find something.Â
âDonât worry. Santaâs going to keep leaving you candy bars.â Thereâs a slight pause, âSantaâs also going to make sure you donât become a hermit.âÂ
Clang. The noise of metal clashing against metal isnât a pleasant one. Itâs a harsh, cruel sound. A faint echo of that sound reaches its ears. Like waking from a deep slumber, it tries to look around, only to see darkness pressing in on it from every direction. Clang. The sound is a little louder this time.Â
Itâs not just the darkness now, it feels actually cramped, in a space far too small for it, suffocating. Thereâs a shocking, intense pain that sets alarm bells blaring in its head. Whatever itâs in, it tenses and curls up, and it growls quietly in annoyance.Â
Itâs vision flickers, like a bad movie, and itâs briefly disoriented before realizing that itâs looking down, at two strange pieces of metal pressing against a humanâs torso. It takes a moment but then realizes with a sickening thought that it is inside a human now. It places the smell of burning flesh, and the thought that it might die like this, trapped within a human, makes it writhe sharply in resistance.Â
The blunt metal objects are removed from the human, and it finds its vessel able to breathe again, lungs expanding violently, black spots retreating from its vision.Â
Iâm not going to die here. This is not how I die. And all of you fuckers are going to pay.Â
As the seconds tick by, it can feel the growing presence of some other thing in its head, as though pushing its consciousness to the forefront. Eventually, it can feel the humanâs limbs responding to its whims. Fists tightening, it tests the strength of its constraints. Through all the bloodlust and the rage, thereâs a trickle of amusement. Did they really think they could hold it with these constraints? The metal cuff seems to tighten around the human wrists. With a sharp tug, the cuffs break, and unused to the weak, fragile body it controlled, it falls onto all fours. Thereâs an explosion of pain just then, as the frightened soldiers open fire on it.Â
It doesnât matter. The flimsy body holding it prisoner was already giving way. Thereâs a more constant sense of pain now, fire running through its veins, muscle fibers strengthening and expanding, bones breaking only to connect again, re-building a structure to accommodate the beastâs larger frame. Thereâs another spew of bullets, but then nothing. Blunt, human teeth are molded into fangs, fingernails into claws, both just itching to rip and tear through the shivering cowards before it. Despicable human scum.Â
The rage lends to its regeneration, and it can already feel the bullet holes closing up. The cuffs around its ankles break open uselessly. Royal blue eyes survey its surroundings as claws flex against the ground. There are screams and the smell of fear is thick in the air. It snarls, and hears scuffling as the people throw themselves in the opposite direction, desperate to get away. Itâs eyes flash, and adrenaline rushes through it in waves, its hearing and vision narrowing onto each and every detestable human being lurking around the compound. Whose head shall I take first? Â
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bogum blinked at the other for a moment. okay, clearly heâs caught this person off guard, but the sudden aversion to speak to someone higher up has bogum raise an eyebrow. yeah, he could have spoken to someone like the president or vice-president (maybe, probably not, bogum doesnât really know). this is simply a military school, why not just speak to a few professors? this is slowly becoming more and more interesting to bogum.
âi was given your name by my boss at KBS. i was given several but chose you personally.â he replies. itâs the truth. for once bogum has no reason to lie to the other, heâs simply trying to put the other at ease. âi was told that interviewing an instructor is actually what weâre looking more for in our story. while interviewing someone higher up would give us a more administrative look at the school, we want someone who is with the students. to give a real in-depth look of their classes.â itâs true. he wants to write his story based on what the kids go through. it has more appeal to audiences.
he gives the other a smile, trying to get this skeptic to go through with this interview so he isnât yelled at by his boss.
Heâs still rather unwilling to talk, but now that heâs heard the explanation, itâs much more difficult to decline. But someone at KBS knows his name, and Jin Goo tucks that information into the back of his head. He supposes that it could happen. If the foundationâs executives had given his name out to people at KBS that might not have been 100% out of the question. But it was all a little too coincidental for his tastes.Â
âUnder confidentiality, weâre not exactly allowed to talk about what weâre doing here, but I will comply if you donât release my name.â Thatâs not true. Nobody made him swear any sort of oath of confidentiality. But there was no way he would ever let his name get published from KBS of all places. There was no way. He might also have to go and see who this boss of Bogumâs was... Just to be sure.Â