adventures with lemurs

forbidden romance has you dreaming about holding hands because you're not even allowed to do that

starting to miss when i was depr*ssed ha ha like i know this does happen but right as i'm actually starting to feel good for the first time since i was a kid is so annoying

i am THRILLED to be going to work today it’s just felt sooo stifling here lately

my cousin’s going through some of the stuff i went through at his age and nobody’s listening to what i’m saying to help him because they didn’t listen to me back then either, nice !

i’m getting tired, man. like. really tired

here’s hoping a girl totally out of my league decides i’m worth it in 2023

i usually love new year’s but the worst days of my life are waiting for me on the other side, so i think i’ll just stay here for a while

wish i wasn’t so blind to everyone around me until it’s too late. i hurt everyone i love and i’m gonna keep hurting them and i can’t stop myself