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yeah sure! There isn’t much out there about north node-ascendant aspects, i’m not particularly sure why. I think it gets easily overlooked, i think they’re so important. But anyway let’s talk about it.

north node square ascendant

So having the north node, your purpose, journey etc squaring your ascendant is not an easy aspect. It’s an aspect i would put in the category of difficult but rewarding. This aspect creates friction between purpose and outlook. There’s a disconnect between them and it can cause a person to feel somewhat lost and feel as if they have misconstrued perception. This aspect can seem like it’s obstacle after obstacle getting in the way while you try to find your purpose. This aspect can either make or break someone. It’s about finding that resilience to keep going, to beat all odds. This aspect makes finding your purpose really difficult. And you’re probably thinking why? Well the thing is, this aspect is a catalyst for personal growth and development. It creates a sense of deep inner reflection as these people find it difficult to find their place. The square aspect between their purpose and journey, creates a sense of isolation. These people have probably dealt with being alone or perhaps they find themselves alone. They can be hermits due to feeling like they don’t really fit in anywhere. They usually have to have a one on one face off with themselves, because this aspect can cause an existential questioning regarding the abstract questions like who am i? What is my purpose? Ascendant square north node is usually in the charts of very unique individuals. Once these people replace the ideology of their differences being a bad thing, they can really bloom. The thing is, this aspect can create a very defensive attitude because these people feel like (usually in teens years) they have to defend their decisions. Usually in their teen years they experience blockages and obstacles regarding their own personal freedom. They can really feel the constraints of expectation more than other people. These people are usually very stubborn about their outlooks and this usually works against them during their younger years. But once they get older, they usually realise their traits can be used more productively rather than to just defend themselves. They can be influential when they use their unique traits to their advantage. People can be positively influenced by their anti conformity attitude. These people have usually had to earn freedom or they’ve dealt with domineering adults during their teens years. This is definitely a coming of age aspect. It gets better as they have more experiences and gain a deeper perspective of existence. Once they decide something they’re unstoppable. I would say they need to direct this towards self belief to really support themselves, regardless of what other people say.

lessons to learn with this aspect

🔭 everyone’s journey is different, comparison is self destructive

🔭rules are not always there to harm you

🔭you are stronger than u think

🔭being different is not a weakness

🔭you are not behind or delayed, there’s just more to learn

🔭not everyone knows what their purpose is straight away, gaining a variety of experiences is so important

🔭having strong beliefs is not a bad thing, but when it’s used defensively it can leave the wrong impression

🔭being alone is not always a bad thing

🔭 avoidance and hyper independence is not a long term productive way to live

🔭it’s okay to ask for help when you feel lost

NANA (an infographic)