There you go again - unknowingly breaking my heart ever so slightly. While I do empathise with your struggles and feelings, I have only now come to realise that you can never do the same for me. It really hurt when I sat there listening to you pour your heart out to me, all the years of pain and suffering. But in a not so parallel universe, I did the same - yet the outcome was different. You deserve everything this world has to offer; you deserve the best.
I don’t have the capacity to move on with my life the way you try to, I can’t let go of what has been dragging me down. You’re just painfully oblivious to my struggles, how I would tell you the same thing over and over again but somehow you have never once listened. Deluded into thinking that everything can stay perfect if it you sweep under the rug. It irks me so much that nobody knows the truth.
It’s really perplexing how you wonder why I’d choose to disappear, why I would need my own space. I am but a broken person, looking to heal from all the hurt. I can’t do that in a place that has brought me so much hurt. I will never find the peace that I’ve been searching for. It is really unfortunate that you were the one to hurt me, and I know you’ll never see this but a piece of me died when you continuously ignore my boundaries, place me in situations that I don’t want to be in. I don’t have much left in me to be your rock, to be steadfast amidst changes. To be selfish or to be selfless, neither seem to be a blessing and both seem like a curse.
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