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okay!! finished “he’s to us” by becky abertolli and adam silvera (sorry i know i spelt one of their names wrong) last week and i’ve been trying to really think of the right words for this book review, but i cant. This book has left me speechless. It has such a good touch of realism and the most unrealistic love at the same time. This book made me want to believe that love in story books are based on real life, not just something people make up to make them feel better. For me personally, this book makes me think so much about the world, and how we end up where we are and who we are with. The plot of the story and edging most definitely did NOT disappoint. The character development from the first book to the second really captures what it’s like to grow up, do lead your life into different directions. This book also depicts what it means to really be inlove with someone, and that love really isn’t something you can force. The book tells a story that shows many different kinds of love. Platonic, unrequited, true love, and family love. Something that everyone should experience in life and I loved it. It’s definitely a 5/5 in my book.

ITS NOT FAIR

starting a new sims game today i hope they look better then the last ones i made

the urge to block everyone and pretend like i don’t exist is really tempting rn

i’m going to go take pictures but i’m so scared bc i’m wearing a short skirt so you can see my legs. I HATE MY LEGS

i wish i was pretty

it has been a longggg time sorry about that but ANYWAYS i finished infinity reaper by adam silvera and ITS SO GOOD this series is insane i loved it so much i would 100% recommend if you like the idea of superpowers and queer things. the love triangle is so good i’m team ness all the way and brighton needs to stop oml he’s so annoying i can rant about him for days he’s horrible. But anyways it’s a great book and series i would highly advise you read it and i’m back!! after like 8 months..

having to go to civics knowing that a girl in that class caused me a anxiety attack, 4 panic attacks along with an ongoing depressive episode is really fun

help my hands are so shaky 😭

my body dysmorphia is going up with every breath i take and it’s making me feel sick

i finished “the first to die at the end” last night and wow. it was amazing, i loved connecting all of the characters to “they both die at the end” and seeing all of the parallels. I would say that this book has a lighter ending then “they both die at the end” it was so beautiful everything about it, the representation of love, the lessons you learn from each point of view. It was an amazingly sad book and i loved it.

im so fucking exhausted from life in general it’s insane