Have you ever related to a couple that you invisioned one of your relationships looking like? Like this is how I expected my love to be like with so and so..I see so many couples that remind me of something I’ve never had so close that it feels like I was in that relationship at one point in my heart even though ours was disastrous. Even though we never had hope because we never had love...
I see us, I see the love we promised eachother, I see you smacking my butt in the kitchen and responding to you “baaaaabe” followed with a long hug and big kiss..I hear myself panting, running away from
He memories on the stair master trying to build muscle to pick those non existing memories up and throw them to the rest of my “what if’s”. I hear myself panting fighting for those same non existent memories.. I was so sure we would have all of what we discussed and I’d give you all of who I am, all of what I feel.
Oh boy did I give you all that I feel..oh boy. Poor boy, strong boy but the man I was looking for couldn’t hold my hand let alone my heart..so here I am imagining that other people have fallen in love with what if’s and not the person in particular. The fairytale is so tantalizing.
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