Adamo-Anima

I would wholeheartedly suggest deleting. Having a recovery blog makes you define yourself with your illness. The only way you'll fully recover is if you essentially view yourself as normal, and not a fragile disordered mind in need of support. Throw yourself into the real world as just Kailey. The more you stop seeing yourself as disordered, the easier it is to realize it's all in your mind and completely curable. Maybe collect contact info of your closest friends on here? Best of luck <3

I can relate Thanks for being brave

if you don't wanna delete you can maybe do something like Charlotte did, where she decided she didn't want to focus anymore on her Ed and turned her blog into just stuff she likes. obvs you'd still get some questions about how you're doing but it wouldn't have to be the center of attention. you can stay positive and recovery focused but it doesn't need to be so public, bc recovery is hard and it's not easy to put struggles out there for everyone to see.

I think it would be a really good idea for you to at least try out and to embrace college life! You're only a freshman once and now's the time to make friends and enjoy your classes without placing any more focus on your eating disorder than it already takes up in real life :)

Don't forget that everyone does recovery different. Your way maybe wouldn't work for someone else but that doesn't mean it won't work for you

honestly I don't know how you're going to gain weight and fully recover in college. coming from someone who was in your place, you still have sooo far to go and I had to take a year off to fully stabilize without all the stressors (plus break up with my boyfriend. I literally dropped everything). being away from home won't make you get better, only worse. I don't know why your parents and treatment team let you go away. good luck but don't be afraid to fully focus on yourself <3