How do you explain to someone that sometimes you don’t feel real? like your body is being controlled by some one else, or that your not in your body. That sometimes you can’t feel anything or you feel everything all at once, some times I can scream and yell but my body won’t move. There is a constant voice in my head telling me I’m worthless.

Almost seven thousand languages, and not one of them holds words adequate to describe the joy I felt when you stepped into my life, nor the loss I suffered when you decided to step out.

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If I can feel all this  there must be something  good  in the universe…

So, if you are too tired to speak, sit next to me, because I, too, am fluent in silence.

And maybe it is only by finding yourself that you can feel the true intensity of becoming close to another person.