I push ppl away because I am sick and people leave because I am sick so do not ask me what’s wrong that’s something I have to fix it always has been

Make it go away for me please I what did I do I’m sorry god I’m so sorry please forgive me and give me the chance to be better

Sedate sedatw sedate

I thought I was better j thought I understood I thought I knew how to handle

I was supposed to be okay and then the sun was down at 6

I feel the need to get fucked up

That scene from Perks of being a wallflower where he’s sitting at his desk today

I jnew it was going to come back but I didn’t know how to stop it

So cooked I ruined a lot in my life everything is rotten

When you want sh but also need to shower

I’ve never felt so low just take me out

Girlbossed too hard and now I am alone

I have no sense of self I am just an idea to other people I do not exist