:,)

using tumblr for now but when he goes back to uni all will be repressed 🥰🥰🥰

wish you just physically stabbed me 36 times instead of those text messages. those wounds would have healed by now but i’m still flinching and going insane.

id rather be stabbed to death than feel what i currently feel

i used to feel real

lmao imagine being sad could never be me that shit is for pussies

not being on meds for the past week made me realise how much i need them not only for school stuff but i forgot how fucked my emotional regulation was prior to taking my adhd meds like wtf how did i survive so long unmedicated when my mood swings were that severe ??? i’ve been so angry and everything triggers me and it makes me want to just isolate myself bc i can’t stop being a bitch :,)

can my brain decided whether it wants to feel ✨nothing✨ or feel ✨ something✨ bc this shit is exhausting