NOT ALL MONSTERS.

you’ve burdened yourself with the universe. don’t you know what that does? the universe will keep burning and dying and no matter how much you try you can never really save it. so you break and you bend and you ACHE because you can’t mend what will never be safe. but oh, there’s a reason the universe let’s you try, because the stars choose you as their A N C H O R because the world let it be decreed that you look beautiful when you burn, that you look like a miracle when you mourn that you look like the universe collapsing. (c.)

[ trail ] for your muse to start a trail of kisses down my muses neck. 

[ shift ] for your muse to move hair off my muses face.

[ stroke ] for your muse to gently stoke my muse’s face.

[ chin ] for your muse to gently grab my muses chin.

[ tuck ] to place a blanket on my muse.

[ wrap ] for your muse to walk into the room and say nothing before wrapping their arms around my muse. 

[ fidget ] for your muse to comfort mine during a bad dream.

[ braid ] for your muse to braid mines hair.

[ sponge ] for your muse to give my muse a sponge bath.

scott  hadn’t  fully  COME  TO  TERMS  WITH what  he’d  experienced  in  mexico,        kate  had  turned  him  into  a  MONSTER,        the  very  thing  he  never  wanted  to  become.        had  it  not  been  for  liam,        he  could’ve  very  well  killed  his  entire  pack,        and  that  was  something  the  wolf  knew  he’d  never  be  able  to  recover  from.        (        not  that  he’d  ever  recover  from  the  HORROR of  being  used  as  a  WEAPON  AGAINST  his  pack  in  the  first  place        )        along  with  the  relief  of  being  brought  back,        scott  felt  a  CRUSHING  WEIGHT  of  guilt  against  his  chest.        he  couldn’t  cope  with  the  fact  that  he’d  been  a  DANGER to  his  friends.        he’d  apologized  to  everyone  NUMEROUS  times,        but  it  never  felt  like  it  was  ENOUGH.        it  would  never  be  enough.        ❛     i’m  SORRY.        i  should’ve  tried  to  fight  against  them  harder.        i  could’ve  KILLED  you,      ❜        he  says  to  the  person  beside  him,        eyes  averting  to  his  feet.         ❛      i  should’ve  been  STRONGER.     ❜