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Its like "hmm I should probably go to therapy for this" but at the same time you already know what you are feeling, what's causing it, what you should be doing about it, and exactly how you are self sabotaging.

Like, ye im aware I need to change things, but I also lack the motivation to do anything about it? And then I get to thinking about going to someone, being told of how to be better, and inevitably beating myself up about it with guilt when I fail to follow through and thinking I've disappointed them by not doing what they recommended, especially if they've been patient and kind because then it just feels like I'm not pulling my part, which in this context is probably true.

There's also the detail that a lot of the time I can't bring myself to care, but then a day or two before something is meant to be done I suddenly get injected with a cold dose of anxious dread straight to my chest, which proceeds to sit there and not help anything at all because then I also get a mental block, a migraine or both.

Parents: "You're a big girl now, you shouldn't need help at all. Now do your work while we help your little sister."

Me now: >struggling but refusing or just plain forgetting to ask for help with anything, thinking I can solve the problem myself.<

What I write: Amazing story! Really hit me in the feels!

Mi profesor de ciencia de 70 y pico de años: no es politica si le aplicas el método científico y determinas que son pendejos

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Translation:

Other professors: oh no, I don't include politics in my lectures

I can handle hurt/comfort

I live for the fluff and found family

So, imagine you just struck a deal with a Fae (money, power, life, a good cake, idk whatever) and they ask you for your first born child.

Except

Except you are an Aromantic Asexual with absolutely zero plans to do the do. And hey, who knows, maybe you want to have a kid. But frankly you didn't want to get a partner and go through the process, and adopting a child seems like a better plan.

So you aquire a child and this Fae shows up, like: "Ah, your first born child, gimme"

That is all