Procrastinator

Did 6 hours of work today. Yess finally completed 6 hours and it might not look like a big achievement but it is and i hope next days is good as well.

Did grammar rules in varc for 2 hours. Completed concept review and exercise 2 a in quants. Tried lr questions and failed spectacularly but we gotta ball and also two sets of di because lr alone would have destroyed me. Ik it will be fine because it has to be this time.

Studied for 4hr 37 mins today which is okayish ig could not complete varc part again but it's okay ig we will get to that as well.

Missed a day of studying but we back to the grind. Did 4.30 hours of work. 2 hrs of quants and 1 hr of DI and 1 hr of LR. And half hour of VARC.

Studied for 4 hours today and did 2 hrs of quants and 2 hrs of varc.

So here’s the situation: I’ve discovered that I apparently cannot coexist with both my phone and my studies. It’s either productivity or scrolling into the void. No in-between.

But since my exams require me to manage studies, assignments, and being a ✨semi-functional human✨ all at once, I’m switching tactics. I’ll be setting weekly targets and updating them at the end of each week to keep myself accountable.

♡ Days left-298

♡ Time studied-1.5 hours

♡ To do or die for the day-

Simple equations handout

Simple equations book questions

Planning with all the deadlines (quants, varc and uni exams)

Read 2 articles and write their summary

Start reading the bell jar and the Noonday demon

♡ Days left-299

♡ Total study time-

♡ Romanticised to-do list

(Otherwise i won't be motivated enough to do it)

Mistake analysis of varc cr questions and exercises

Quants algebra revision (completed till then)

Start grammar

Publish chapter of your story

Start reading any book

Study geopolitics

Start making the content for your social media post

Check for ngos to apply for internship

Try sudoku

Start with article reading in hindu

I am exactly 299 days away from a competitive exam that will apparently decide my entire existence forever and ever, no pressure. So I either lock in now or spend the rest of my life dramatically whispering “I could’ve done better” at 3 a.m.

Which means I will be studying for uni exams, submitting assignments on time like a responsible adult (terrifying), publishing my dissertation, doing an internship, and generally attempting to do a hell lot of things at once so my brain can finally shut up and accept that yes, I am trying.

Will it be chaotic? Absolutely.

Will I complain? Constantly.

Will I still do it? Unfortunately, yes.

So here's to myself for trying to achieve everything that i have ever dreamt of...

- fellow study blogger

I didn’t sleep last night, which led me to wake up late. Then I had to attend my 2-hour class that requires 2 hours of travel. After that, I had to visit one of my friends because her mom was sick (I hope aunty gets well soon). Now, finally back at my home, I want to do something for myself this year.

In the past few years, I have just lived for other people, did things for them, and whenever it was about me, my life, I–well, I just procrastinated or thought it’s not important. Or I thought I will do it later when everything is better and I am at a better place. But this year has made me stronger (without consent) and apparently more patient, and I don’t know what more. This year has been a rollercoaster of emotions (not the good kind) and, well, other things too.

So I want to make a video or maybe a post about my year summary, or I don’t know, but I want to do something for myself and make something for my own self. I have made videos for friends and things like that, but never the one where I am the main character. But today I feel like I should do it, so I will do just that now. Heheh.

Time-1 hr 23 minutes

♧ Romanticising Responsibility

RC passages from handout-1,2

CR from handout-3,4

RC extra class handout

Newspaper analysis

Vocab completion

Quants- complete handout and start the book

LR-5 LACA sets from book

book doubt session LR

Progress report—Couldn't do enough today because I slept and had to do some other things. Tomorrow we will try again and try to be enough.

Time-4 hours

♧ Romanticising responsibility

2 editorials analysis

Vocab practice

LR handout 1 (linear and circular arrangements)

Time—

Day 1

♧ Romanticising Responsibility

All pending Word power

All reading corners

Quants simple equations handout

Quants SE notes

LR handout 1