nothing‘s new

maybe it actually will always be like this

the most disheartening feeling is spiraling again after being okay for a while

nothing will ever change, will it?

alle sind da und ich bin trotzdem allein.

It’s a sad feeling knowing you’re never going to be truly happy

Why does even simply existing feel like a chore

sometimes i wonder who i’d be if i didn’t spend so much energy just trying to stay alive

i keep saying “i’m tired” but it’s not sleep i need. it’s peace. and i don’t know where to find it anymore.

they swear they don’t wanna lose u .. yet act like they don’t wanna keep u

starting to accept shit for what it is, not for what i want it to be.

The worst pain is getting hurt by a person who you explained your pain to.

Woke up with a lot of feelings and thoughts. I will sit quietly with them for the rest of today.

i wanna lay in bed all day and forget i exist

I never wanted to be right. I just wanted to be understood in my point of view.

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.