deceased 2026

My life as a human was over, but I've never felt more alive. I was born to be a vampire.

The Christmas gifts Renesmee got are just so funny to me. Like, I know she's not a normal baby, but all the same, she's been on earth for 3.5 months and already has an iPod and a fancy French locket and a "promise bracelet." I also get that Bella thinks she and Edward are going to die soon and so giving her sentimental things to remember them by is important. I do. But again, imagine a baby with an iPod (well, MP3 player I guess). It's just a funny image.

I get that iPod is supposed to be sweet; a way for Edward to share the music he loves with his daughter, but again, she's months old and even with her fast development, still looks like a 1 or 2 year old.

And the French locket . . . the sentiment, again, is lovely, but the fact that the inscription is in French always felt rather random to me? Almost try-hard? The French language has until this moment not been relevant in this story at all. I guess Renesmee's name is technically French? Being a combo of French names Esme and Renee, but the characters aren't French. I always thought the inscription, if not in English, would make a little more sense in Italian. The vampires in Twilight, via the Volturi, have cultural ties to Italy, not France.

And the bracelet. Why couldn't have just been a nice bracelet? Why did SM have to call it "The Quileute version of a promise ring"? Again, this is a BABY.

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now that the dust has settled. I [unintentionally] caused some drama in a Bethyl server when I discussed Cegan in a general chat area. it led to a former mod blowing up on me, including calling me a ped0. They were removed as one and offered a shitty apology.

my sister had died then, and I was fighting to survive day-to-day. it eas too little too late. Only to learn that former moderator along with some other members were SSing things by me in Dead Dove and other areas, to mock it in group messages.

One person even fucking opted OUT of Dead Dove. So. . . Essentially signed up to trigger themselves. Complained about my ao3 and Tumblr. Again, signing up to trigger themselves.

my sister passed in our house. I woke up and she was gone, following a normal day. Every single second that has passed, was people crawling through it, reminding me of what should have been, what was lost. but it was more important for them to mock and ensure I knew that I was triggering them. that I deserved mocking.

I have pulled my Bethyl works. I have pulled my Cegan works. Just any of my TWD works. I hope it eventually gets back to them. You ship something already controversial. Yet, treat another person that way?