Stuck in place, feeling withdrawn,

Time passes, life unchanged,

I'm jealous of a fictional character.

I'M JEALOUS OF A FICTIONAL CHARACTER!!!!

Life is chaos

Nothing makes sense

Eat that pizza

Sing that song

Write stupid poems

Laugh ugly

Cry a little

Hug your mom

We have very ordinary dreams

A nice cozy home and a pet

Simple home cooked meals

To love and be loved

A job that we don't hate

And weekends spent with people we care about

I wrote this post after a conversation I had with my papa. He said how this generation is not ambitious and is even lazy.

That inspired me to write this post, there's nothing wrong with wanting ordinary things. But it's weird how our dreams and wants are so different from the previous generations.

So if these are your dreams, there's nothing wrong with that. You get to decide what life you want to make for yourself.

I wanted to change the way I looked and laughed

I wanted to change how I felt

I wanted to change me

Only recently I realized that we should evolve

Flashing light

Attracting a lover with my Twinkling

I miss the experiences and the way I laughed

Will never work for me

My brain, my life has no flow

I'm stuck

My surroundings are stagnant

So I force myself, I push myself

They experience intense emotions too

They have problems and struggles

They love and lie, just like me

They have other people in their lives

They are real

It's wild how I'm not the only one that has to deal with life

I want to be recognized.