I think it would greatly benefit me if I could perform excessive and cartoonish levels of self-mutilation upon my vessel and it doesn't really hurt and also doesn't kill me. I think tearing out my intestines in a violent display of wanting to be freed from what ails me and then like 15 minutes later when I'm done throwing my tantrum I can go back to normal
Like you can't deny it would be pretty cathartic to do all that and dramatically lie on the floor twitching and seizing in pain (it doesn't hurt that bad) and then when you're over and done the organs just kinda retract back into you like a tape measurer and the skin seals itself back and you go on with your day. It's like the equivalent to a little smoke break. Just kinda shake out all the gunk and mold that's been accumulating in your body and then get back to business














