Sunday Kind Of Love

I gave myself permission to feel and experience all of my emotions. In order to do that, I had to stop being afraid to feel. In order to do that, I taught myself to believe that no matter what I felt or what happened when I felt it, I would be okay.

My greatest fear is that I am intelligent enough to know what I want but not intelligent enough to achieve it.

My mission, should I choose to accept it, is to find peace with exactly who and what I am. To take pride in my thoughts, my appearance, my talents, my flaws and to stop this incessant worrying that I can’t be loved as I am.

I don’t want to be at the mercy of my emotions. I want to use them, to enjoy them, and to dominate them.