this is not a love story

he cheated on me and I forgave him cause I believed it wasn’t ill intended but I think a part of him did it because he didn’t want to feel someone was “limiting” him, which is very childish and stupid. I think he stopped loving me a couple months ago but was trying to convince himself otherwise. I think he wanted to love me but his feeling had already changed. He was feeling bad and going through a lot so I tried to be as kind and loving and patient and understanding as i could, but I made myself very small to accommodate him, and he was aware of that, he felt bad about it, but instead of trying to be better and reassure me, he decided it just wasn’t in him. So now im left with a big hole inside and upset at myself for putting myself in this situation, feeling completely foolish that I gave someone my entire heart and he took it and smashed it against a wall.

I’m just completely in awe at how obvious it was that he didn’t care for me. He liked having someone admire him and care for him, he liked the idea of having a companion but was not willing to put any effort in being one.

I don’t wish him any bad, but I do hope he receives indifference. I hope he gets a lot less.

he cheated on me and I forgave him cause I believed it wasn’t ill intended but I think a part of him did it because he didn’t want to feel someone was “limiting” him, which is very childish and stupid. I think he stopped loving me a couple months ago but was trying to convince himself otherwise. I think he wanted to love me but his feeling had already changed. He was feeling bad and going through a lot so I tried to be as kind and loving and patient and understanding as i could, but I made myself very small to accommodate him, and he was aware of that, he felt bad about it, but instead of trying to be better and reassure me, he decided it just wasn’t in him. So now im left with a big hole inside and upset at myself for putting myself in this situation, feeling completely foolish that I gave someone my entire heart and he took it and smashed it against a wall.

I’m just completely in awe at how obvious it was that he didn’t care for me. He liked having someone admire him and care for him, he liked the idea of having a companion but was not willing to put any effort in being one.

yayyy girls i love you girls. thank you girls

i don't understand why everybody is afraid of adult conversations. you don't like me? tell me. you don't wanna talk to me? don't ignore me. you mad at me? Iet me know. i'm wrong? let's talk. we don't agree? share your view points. its not that hard.