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the hiatus will continue — indefinitely. things are not looking very hopeful, sadly. like i said before, i haven't lost interest in neither kovir nor the series; if it weren't for literally everything else, i'd totally be still hanging around and hell, i kinda miss rping too. but it's almost gotten less a matter of whether i want to come back ( well ok, it’s also that, but that's a whole nother story lmfao ) and more a matter of whether i can. ‘can’ as in ‘being worthy enough to stay’.

it feels like kovir has turned stale, redundant, obsolete. i could go on and on. might be impostor syndrome doing the talk, i dunno. there's that and a clusterfuck of other stuff going on, this just so happens to be one of the things i'm least uncomfortable admitting. but i've said enough already 🙃

the 'good' news is, i've finally managed to clean up my inbox so i got at least this one weight off my shoulders ashfgf. everything else that hasn’t been answered has been deleted after realizing there was just no way i was ever going to get to it, sorry ( again ).

ok yeah, that was an excuse of a good news. the bad news is what i actually want to talk about so here we go. basically, there is a pretty high chance i'm going to drop all my threads. every single one of them. which wouldn't be so bad in and of itself, but the thing is, i'm not going to accept any new threads or ask prompts either. i don't really know how to put this, but i am pretty much done with this blog.

i know this is coming completely out of the blue — in fact, this wasn't part of the original plan at all but rather what i've been trying to avoid — and it may bring some people to ask themselves what the hell happened during this period of minimal activity to make me get to this conclusion. it's a long story, that’s all i’m gonna say here.

so i'm gonna be taking as much time as i need to sort out my feelings about everything. you’ll know the outcome of this is positive if you'll get to see kovir's new blog, which could happen sooner or later or never — but it's likely going to be extremely lowkey, and i might increase the selectivity even further to the point that i can't promise i will refollow all my mutuals from here. in essence, i'm gonna be following this to the fullest. otherwise, this blog will be kept as an archive... and that's about it lmao.

i have yet to make an absolute decision, so i won't exclude the possibility of a Miracle happening that will enlighten me and make me realize maybe i do have a place in here after all yadda yadda — it's a good thing that i'm still very invested in kovir and... i don't really wanna drop them. it's just that i'm dead tired of feeling the way i do everytime i so much as glance at my dash, to put it lightly. way too much bottled up stress that ended up killing my muse for everything.

if you have me added on discord, i am still willing to talk about our muses and headcanons and stuff like before ( provided i have the emotional energy for it ), so there's that at least. it's mostly this platform i'm ditching... for now? who knows. but regardless of what will happen...

✧ richard siken / war of the foxes starters // closed.

    ↳ @wingedwisdom​

    “ If that’s the case, then I have seen plenty, ” they reply, taking another whiff of their smoking device as they lean against a nearby tree. “ I’ve come to realize many of them don’t take a spiritual form or anything of that sort. In fact, they can be quite… material. ”

Light colour dusts her cheeks as they wink at her, and she nods a little.

“Of course, Ma’am.. I’ll keep doing my best.” She replies with a small nod. “Let me know what I can do for you and I’ll make sure to have it done.” She tells them, pausing a moment.

“Um. Will that be all for today?”

    “ Good! ” Kovir beams as they clap their hands together, but before they can say much else, the distinct ring of an incoming call interrupts the conversation; as much as they would like to stay a bit longer, it seems like their presence is required elsewhere.

✧ creepy expression meme // closed.

    Despite him uttering nothing but words of praise, words that would make any soldier swell with pride, Kovir freezes like a statue once his proposal starts sinking in. A trepidation of indiscernible origin hits them like an avalanche, physically manifesting in the form of a chill running down their spine. So cold, as if their very surroundings have abruptly dropped to a temperature not even they are accustomed to.

    There is a lot going on in their head right now; over and over again they weigh each of his words, understanding that this is simply not a matter that should be answered frivolously. They can guess what a ‘new position’ would entail… it is without a doubt an immensely appealing offer. And yet, as years passed, they have grown to be comfortable with their current rank — attached to, even — despite originally loathing it with every fiber of their being.

    This is so unlike you, Kovir. Where does all this indecisiveness come from? Thoughts keep spinning in circles, stuck in a seemingly endless loop.     What will I say? What will I say? What will I say?There seems to be no end to it… until something rises to the surface.A fragment of the past.

    “ You see,       to be recognized by the Emperor in person, and to be granted the honor to serve our               people as a member of the High Command… that is my biggest dream.       I cannot think of anything that could bring me greater happiness than that.       It has been a torturous, ungrateful road so far. But, with our teamwork… with you at my           side… there is nothing we cannot achieve. I am willing to put all my faith in this.       Thus… allow me to ask you officially.       Will you help me pursue this goal… Kovir? ”

    Ah… of course. It all makes sense now.    I almost forgot… that this was never about what I want.    This is about what She wishes.

    “ I—— ” The unanticipated stutter feels so aggravating, it brings the Galra to bite into the inside of their own cheek in an effort to snap themselves out of it, uncaring of the pain and the taste of blood filling their mouth. Her words keep echoing in their head; She would want them to accept. Is She not the reason they have come so far? How could they falter like this, when they knew the rightful answer from the beginning?

    They may not get an opportunity like this ever again. 

    Yes. If they were to decline, they would come to regret it for the rest of their life. There is no more room for hesitation or doubt; if fate has declared they are the one to carry out Her dream until the last breath, then so be it. Kovir has made their decision, and it reflects in their adamant tone and the fiery resolve in their eyes.

@paperbxund​

    “ What a pleasure to see you again, darling. Much obliged. ” Their reply carries an affectionate tone as they take the delivery off her hands. At this point, a simple ‘thank you and goodbye’ would suffice, but…

✧ touch the kovir // closed.

    ↳ @inquisitiveempath​

    Kovir’s gaze was focused on the variety of plants before them. The blossoms of certain species still felt so delicate, so frail under their touch; way different from what they were used to. Fortunately, their familiarity with them has only been growing by the day, and as a result their handling has now gotten considerably better.

    Indeed, having sensed her presence in advance, they are hardly surprised to find the Undine standing right behind them. Once she closes the distance, the Galra greets her with a fond smile, and with a hum they reach a hand to stroke her cheek — wordlessly telling her she is welcome to stay for as long as she wants.

✧ touch the kovir // closed.

    ↳ @nefariouslycrafted

    From a simple glance, one would think they have long dozen off. Not quite, though. It was only after maybe a full varga that Kovir started to feel themselves drifting off to sleep, their mind finally deciding to call it a day and stop thinking about everything and nothing at once.

    When they feel Nakul’s hand they can’t help but take a peek with half-lidded eyes, scrutinizing her face a little. At first they assume she’s merely in the mood to play with their fur… a moment later, they figure that might not be the case. Then comes the idle scratching; whatever her intent is, it’s pleasant, and it brings them to angle their head in a way that would give her better access, should she want to keep going. They close their eyes again.

LAYER ONE: THE OUTSIDE.

name: koviraalia. ( still trying to decide whether it should be koviraaliam. Fuck )

eye color: bright yellow.

hair style fur / color: a dark desaturated purple, with thistle-colored accents. their long fur looks spiky and can give off the impression it’s been shaped with something like hair wax... but it works a bit differently from what you would expect from a terrestrial creature so it could be natural, who knows.

height: 7′10" barefoot, but would easily go past 8 feet since they like wearing heels.

clothing style: kovir is generally comfortable with wearing revealing clothing that puts their body markings on display. they like wearing pelts like fur / feather boas, leather, shimmery garments and leotards / unitards ( usually sleeveless ). in addition, you will often see them in high heels out of work. their fashion style ranges from elegant and classy, with lots of black, to flashy, extravagant and colorful.

best physical feature: er... their eyes? their coat? their frame? it’s pretty subjective... that being said, kovir is used to being regarded as attractive and has grown to fully embrace it. they like more or less everything about their body.

You are adventurous and risk taking. You act first, think second. You love being the center of attention. You were probably the class clown. Competitive, charming, and charismatic - you have your own code of honor. You live a flexible life, bouncing between a series of activities that interest you. In love, you are a master seducer... and quite manipulative when you want to be. If someone loves you, you'll only believe their actions. Words don't mean a whole lot to you. At work, you are a "people person." You're especially good at getting people to do what you want. You would make a great salesperson, marketing director, or entrepreneur. How you see yourself: Reasonable, proficient, and tough How other people see you: Flaky, unrealistic, and untrustworthy

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