A Daddy Blog

my chick bad, my chick hood, my chick do stuff that your chick wish she could. @strippersandswearing

Okay, so he is cute af. Like. To be honest I thought he was out of my life for good after what happened earlier this year. I really thought I lost him for good. What would have resulted from that would have been really, really bad. I won’t get into it. This little guy is more important to me than he knows, but at the same time he knows everything. Well everything I’ve said. Somethings I have not said, I will admit. But he will find out one day. I was told at the Otep concert that we should be a thing, so many times like it was unreal. They saw the way I would look at him like it was just us in the room. No matter how many damn near naked girls appeared near us, I never noticed and it prompted a gentleman to ask me after I got out of the pit once to see if he was okay, if we were a thing. I told him that we had been on and off two years, mostly my fault but he has made a mistake or two as well. But I know my shit was waaaay worse. And he said but I’ve seen that you have grown and you can see what you have now, and you don’t want to loose that again. I said you are right, but I think he may want to see other people, we will see how this weekend goes. This man put his hand on my shirt and said, brother. If he doesn’t realize what you’ve become now, he may never. Don’t ever walk away like you haven’t done enough. Do everything you can tonight and tomorrow and the next day to make him see the stars in your eyes when you see him. So I did Best choice I ever made besides falling for you in 2013 I am not sure how we ended up where we are, because I used to wish and pray I could change things between us, but I realized that if they were different we probably wouldn’t be as close as we are today right now. You know exactly how much you mean to me. You know I’m not the same stupid man. I’m not about to leave you for anyone else. I want to spend the rest of my life making you smile. I know we will have our moments we disagree or whatnot, but you are the only person I want to argue with. The only person I trust to let completely into my world. I know I’m crazy, but when it comes to you I’m crazy in a good way. I need you to never forget that I love you baby boy. I only see you. I only want you. And seeing you in my shirt is the highlight to any day. So come sit on daddy’s lap, and let’s finish those movies together :)

*once he's done spelling it*

me: hmmm i don't know I forgot all the letters!

daddy: oh yeah I guess it helps if you can spell!

me: hey!!!!

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