This is me being gentle.

If anyone deserves to see 100- and very few do- its absolutely you.

can't cum unless x is involved in sex

get incredibly horny and aroused when x IS involved in sex

don't find interest in sex if x is not involved in some way shape or form

then congratulations, you have a fetish!! and there's absolutely nothing wrong with that! fetish isnt a bad or ugly thing, it's just something that's a part of your sexuality, and it's nothing to be ashamed of.

xiahou dan: my heart is yours. my life is yours. actually, my throne and my kingdom are yours too. my personal guards will protect you from now on. this is the key to my bedroom - feel free to come whenever. actually, just stay and sleep with me for totally platonic and perfectly plausible reasons! here's a knife if you ever want to kill me. i love you pls don't leave me but i will totally understand if you do 🥹🥹🥹