Nine For a Lost God

What if I told y’all that these two Doctors

Are more similar than these two Doctors

And I’m tired of pretending they’re not.

Nine was in so much pain, as is Fifteen- but both hid it behind blinding smiles. Throwing themselves in situation after situation, gotta keep moving, keep smiling… So much to see- so little time- or so they’d have you believe. Gotta keep moving. Passing thru. Helping out. Use the wrong verbs, kiss strangers… know the value of a good leather jacket.

They’re both just looking to be happy. To feel something other than all engulfing darkness. They both find the light in a brilliant, vibrant 19 year old blonde- though one relationship is romantic the other platonic.

Fourteen could only be more different from Ten by having a different face. He’s so broken and soft and outwardly affectionate and vocal about his feelings-

Ten was angry and cold and vindictive…

Like, so many times he moves or talks or does something, and it's just like, "Oh, that's the 9th Doctor but if his life didn't suck dick." And I love it.

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