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I'm alone in the dawn Just like the moon in the sky I'm alone in your heart That's why I love you dawn

exhale empty the alcohol bottle, no, empty the cigarette packs

mum’s still calling i’m sorry i couldn’t pick up 

time keeps flying but maybe that’s my wish

here is purgatory i am purgatory it’s purgatory every moment

i prayed for things to change i prayed for my own self

but before that, sit on my lap and say: ‘don’t look for that, please.’

who the fuck are you? talk to my psychiatrist pretend to sleep in my arms as if morning won’t come

i have found the reason but not the fruit of my labor*

I'm alone in the dawn 

the birds say “morning has come” but i am still here in the dawn

I'm Alone in your heart 

others walk in the night but i am still here in the dawn.

I'm alone in the dawn Just like the moon in the sky I'm alone in your heart That's why I love you dawn 

* fruit of my labor: i suppose it means he hasn’t seen any result of his efforts

open the door open the door open the door

open the door

open the door open the door open the door

open the door

​has gone, hasn’t it?

​it wasn’t my time, i know ​my thoughts change all the time and still do, ​every night my mind asked me

​i replied that now is not the time to go out ​i replied no every time,

​now is not the time to go out, ​but this time i decided to change my mind.

open the door open the door open the door

open the door

open the door open the door open the door

open the door

​you have too many thoughts, you don’t want to see the world, you just said “it’s better this way” but you also know, after all it’s my place, after all it’s my place, in the end you pushed me away and shut the door, i know you well, again it’s my place, again it’s my place, in the end you got drunk and shut the door again, what was it for?

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yeah it’s true i’m being honest it’s you who doesn’t want to do anything, you know at first it was you who made me think, you know but you deny it, you’ll be trapped in a world of self-consciousness again it’s not like it has happened just once, i’ve saw enough, so stop now, it looked like you’re coming, so please get up already it depends on your choice, to help you and me,

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i'm drunk and high, ​at the same time

i'm drunk and high, ​what for

i'm drunk and high, ​same as yesterday

i'm drunk and high, ​what for

i'm drunk and high

gameover,hangover more bottle, ​fuck you ​you, who doesn’t even know fuck off, fuck off

gameover,hangover more bottle, ​fuck you shut the fuck up ​you, who doesn’t even know fuck off fuck off

​i’m getting out of breath my head hurts more anyone, come back

​i’m getting out of breath my head hurts more anyone, come back

i'm drunk and high, ​at the same time

i'm drunk and high, what for

i'm drunk and high, as yesterday

i'm drunk and high, what for

blue, i feel blue i'll be blue this wind woke me up i said, blue i feel blue i'll be blue i stand as smoke surrounds me i said, blue i feel blue i'll be blue my heart is so empty i said pain yeah here everyday is the same maybe it was because of how i didn’t want it to change even my thoughts remain the same, like the unchanging everyday. a guilty nightmare for my neck, i can’t handle that tedious cold anymore. the fire smokes and my body melts. let me burn slowly and get destroyed together with my memories the sky, which is smiling as if i’m not here, tells me, i smoke a lot of cigarettes, my mind is broken, my mind is broken, i smoke a lot of cigarettes, my mind is broken, my mind is broken, i smoke a lot of cigarettes, my mind is broken, my mind is broken, i smoke a lot of cigarettes, smoke a lot of cigarettes, i said, blue i feel blue i'll be blue i stand as smoke surrounds me i said, blue i feel blue i'll be blue my heart is so empty 

​i’ll be feeling paint his went wrong at some point that must be why i am doubting my own feelings

i can’t feel it anymore my mind is full but not of that warm-like feeling

how can i get there? i cannot go up now i am already lying in deep darkness

i’ll be feeling pain this went wrong at some point that’s must be why i am doubting my own feelings

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i'll be feeling pain i don’t understand whatever you tell me it feels meaningless

i can't feel it anymore i still have to ask you time doesn’t flow indeed

how can i get there? yeah i still have to ask you if you’re here, i can go there indeed

i'll be feeling pain this went wrong at some point i’ll erase my feelings for you eventually.

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