Tyler

I THINK I MIGHT'VE FOUND A BLADE I CAN USE!!!! SO HAPPY! (^_^)

since the two blades I had got dirty and stained with blood, I had to look for a new one everywhere in my house... and now I can maybe relapse again! I'm not trying to recover in the slightest, so this feels absolutely amazing to me

hope I can get more styros ! and I'll definitely post them on here if I can(posting catscratches feels boring for me)

I still need to unscrew the blade from my eyeliner pencil yet... but I gotta do that later bcz my parents are near me atm (TnT)

I just COULDN'T wait to show my teeny tiny baby styros..... I HAD to do it now bcz I find posting on here really really fun!!

I need tips on how to properly take care of them when I have nothing in my house but fuckass band-aids(and there's, like, only 4 left??? I think so)

I'll js stop talking and show the cuts already

don't mind my hairy arm lol I'm too lazy to shave it

picture inverted bcz I'm too fucking scared of getting banned

also, these are from August 11th

jeez I swear they look deeper in person...

anyway this is how they looked like a while after(like hours later)

ALSO BLOODY PAPERS!! my favorite part!

a lot more blood spilled out but I didn't take pictures of it

ughhhh all my blades got dirtyyyy........

I'm desperately seeking for better ones around the house so I can try to get styros again but my parents won't let me do ANYTHING in my room without checking on me every 5 seconds so I can't even unscrew the one blade I found

I need some alone time ://

2 days without cutting I feel HORRIBLE...... wearing long sleeves in hot weather is awful

also, I'll post my FETUS styros next!! but inverted bcz I'm deadly scared of getting banned lmaoaoao

idfk how to post stuff on here I feel like a 69 year old grandma

but whatever I js relapsed and I FINALLY got styros/baby styros and I love it... might post a picture/photo(idk the difference) of it later)

it isn't rly wide but I can see white now that I cleaned up almost all of the blood so I'll consider them styros c:

my blade is dull asf I need to get a new one

I AM CELEBRATINGGGG