hello, i don’t know yet if i’ll have the strength to go back and take care of this blog but i’m keeping it, if anyone still wants to be mutuals i made a new account, don’t hesitate to message me to have the url. 

no one tells you what its like to be self aware of your mental illness. i know im irrationally angry and i know im just being paranoid and its the tiny piece of rational mind i have left and the unstable part of me fighting each other every second and i just want it to stop

Every midnight I decide to change my entire life

I think the saddest moment is the crack you hear in someone’s voice when they are talking about something very upsetting but trying to be strong. Courage is underrated.