tumblr wants me dead

hi im alex :) this is my second blog here cuz tumblr hates me :) i don't remember the @/s of . any of my mutuals!!! i was @/h8-my-body if any of yall remember me 🥹

lowkey Bout to end my shit how much combined lexapro and concerta could do the job

got into prep school and got my first doses of concerta #winning

csnt believe ive been doing ts since 10 and only just did the sharpener hack bro good lord

omg i didn't realize just HOW much better pencil sharpener blades were holy shit most blood ive seen in a WHILE and i barely did anythin

killing myself CANCELLED im seeing mcr in concert and i found an old pencil sharpener i can take apart

if life were fair then if starving slowed metabolism binging would at LEAST speed it up but unfortunately if theres a god it hates us

lately i been wishing i were 5'5 weighin 99 wearing thigh highs 💔💔💔

givinf myself till our show choir trip (ends april 12) to get concerningly thin 🥹🥹 if not ill kill myself on my dads bday (4/20)(i know.)

afycso album demos doin somethin wild to me dawg 😛😛😛😛

would it be rude to kill myself right before our first competition? would it be weird to ask my partner to make sure that one of my friends doesnt kill hymmself when i do?