peaky blog (sometimes)

U literally cannot save your mother like it cant be done

religion is so fucking funny the world is just too beautiful there must be a higher entity behind all this. lets oppress women

the thing that bewilders me about a lot of fantasy readers is that they read about settings and plots featuring imperialism, war, and slavery and then call the inclusion of violence, abuse, and sexual exploitation "edgy" and "gratuitous" and it's like what did you think was happening. why were you under the impression that you were going to get a cozy story about fascism or something. far be it from me to criticize anyone for not wanting to read about torture in their spare time, and there are certainly cases where heavy subjects are poorly executed, but is it not equally insulting to sanitize them for a feel-good adventure.. like no one put a gun to your head and forced you to give your fantasy novel an enslaved protagonist. sometimes writing is supposed to make you feel bad

Met with my supervisor yesterday and she said I used a loaded term for a religious sect that is seeking retribution for a genocide and I was like well, yeah. She said the term silenced has political implications I said yeah. Yeah that’s bc of the loaded political implications that resulted from the genocide

(voice of a person spiralling) its embarrassing but i still havent figured out if its ok for me to be alive

my vibes arent off i am cursed theres a difference

good music should beat the shit out of you

every teenager is right that music is more important than anything else in the WORLD!!!!!

the bus is never going to come because im a bad person