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sister found the pup hood #idliketobuyagun

OH MY GOD one of the most beautiful and visually stunning films i think ive ever seen. i adored the cinematography and how different it was to other films and how youd get parallels with different shots just wowwwowowowowowowowowWOW AND ON TOP OF THAT the soundtrack was IMMACULATE 10/10 no notes

I just feel so misunderstood and worthless all the time. Like people say to me I talk about myself a lot and make things about myself and “it’s not about you oh my god” and I don’t think I talk about myself that much. It’s making me feel bad and I try not to talk at all because no matter what I say or do I feel like a burden to all my friends, I don’t even have a best friend I talk to the same circle of 3 people consistently and not even that often maybe three times a week and I’m always the one initiating conversations if I don’t nobody talks to me and it makes me feel so worthless. Also kind of on the topic so many good friends of mine have left and their excuse has always been “I need to focus on myself” and it’s like a running joke now because this has happened so many times my life must be some sort of depressing sitcom for a higher power because the same excuse being used multiple times with all of my good friends to get them to leave is really hitting me hard and I feel like there’s something terribly wrong with me

every night i will be listening to my music and realise how much i love music. i physically and spiritually feel every beat go through me. i especially love my music because it lets me feel something and i struggle to feel my feelings quite a bit. if you want my playlists i will figure out how to put them in the comments but i use apple music :P

suddenly remembered i had a hyperfixation on steven universe guys get ready for a round two