Hopeless

When demons that are living in your head

Make you believe

That you don't wanna fight no more

And only way to get some rest is

When you have a gun aimed at your head

Bitch I'll haunt you when I'm dead

You will feel they way I felt

All my love was pure

But you could not see what I meant

I kept on trying, kept on crying

You just could not look behind these

Pessimistic thoughts, and all those tears

I swear to god my only fear

Is seeing you with someone else

What is in my fucking mind

Wish I could just walk and go

Tired of this fucking life

It's just me and just my thoughts

All alone, I'm stuck inside

I am tired, lost all hope

I could never win this fight

You still see me as a ghost

You don't care if I should die

Find me hanging by the rope

I'm not sure you'd even cry

Take a look at songs I wrote

Only this I left behind

These are my suicide notes