sweet september

New Links.

I've lost a lot along the way haven't I. But I can't stop for a moment. I'm in the run and it never stops. Yes, I have regrets and I have loved and lost. But half a year is coming and it'll come and go but no one will notice until they've hit a wall that stops them forcefully. Till then, they wake up every new day wanting to just keep themselves occupied so they won't be bored. No one wants to face it. Nobody likes the fact that they've lost things that were once dear to them. Be it friends, things, pride or even their true self. And then you keep thinking and thinking and you find that all this running hasn't put you anywhere near the frontline. In fact, all it's been doing is making you fall behind the rest of us. And then you feel like shit because you thought you were doing fine only to find out you're still so far from getting there. I understand what is happening around me but frustration is when you want to do something about it but you can't. So you just stop trying and keep on running for a little while more. Maybe slow down a little. But while all of this is happening, life everywhere else keeps going on. So that's what we will all do. We will keep going and along the way we may catch up with those at the front or when someone else falls behind and is running right next to you, you'll be prepared to be there for them.