(Admittedly after years on this site I have no idea how people make these pretty so bear with me):
Hello! Call me Mel or Melody
I’m a queer neurodivergent person in my 20s. They/it/any neos
This is my space to say whatever whenever, but I’m mainly using it to yap about anime and manga because I’m a dork. More talking about what you can expect from my corner of the internet under the cut
I’m bad at starting conversations but my askbox and dms are always open
I do writing commissions, at $1/100 words. I also write fanfiction and can be found on ao3 under the user MelancholyPills. However, my fic writing has slowed down due to focusing more on my original work
I might occasionally post or reblog things related to cnc/non-con kink, but these will be infrequent and tagged appropriately. Anything I post dealing with SA in a more serious manner will also be tagged appropriately
I talk about my trauma sometimes (in certain moods a lot of the time) so uh. Heads up
Personal tags I use (except I don’t know how to make them clickable):
#yapping : for general spur of the moment thoughts
#mel watches anime : for liveblogging and talking about any animation (I’m using anime as the default bc it’s most of what I watch) I’m watching for the first time
#mel reads manga : for liveblogging and talking about any manga I’m reading for the first time
#mel plays video games : for liveblogging and talking about video games I’m playing for the first time (this one isn’t used as much bc I’m broke)
Current hyperfixation: Moral Orel
Currently watching:
-on my own: Let’s Make a Mug Too, Revolutionary Girl Utena, Gachiakuta
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Happy disability pride month to everyone with ptsd, happy disability pride month to everyone with complex ptsd, happy disability pride month to everyone who questions if their problems are big enough to count as a disability, happy disability pride month to anyone who questions if their problems count as a physical or mental disability, happy pride month to everyone who has a disability that causes people to stare, and to those whose disabilities are hidden, happy disability pride month to everyone who deals with any kind of disability physical or mental, you’re all badass and I want you to remember that this month okay
Talking to allo people who haven’t really interrogated how society has told them to view sex feels like that bit in SpongeBob where Patrick keeps failing to put his hand on the lid
Sex is just a thing. No it’s just an activity. It doesn’t have to be… no listen it’s just an activity. An activity. It’s just a thing. A thing. No it’s not the same for everyone it’s just an activity. No it’s a value neutral activity. An activity. An activity.
I’ve been experiencing this lately with people trying to argue with me about my views on sex work.
“You can’t compare sex work to other types of work because having sex you’re not enthusiastic about is really traumatizing”
I’m sure for a lot of people that’s true but for me sex and masturbation occupy a similar emotional space to brushing my teeth or doing the dishes and I certainly don’t feel traumatized about it and I know for a fact that I’m not the only person who feels this way.
Also I think that someone physically and violently forcing me to brush my teeth might end up being traumatizing.
Sex is so taboo and mythologized that people have forgotten the mechanics of it.
Yeah sex might be sacred and important to you. To me it’s a chore I’ve gotta do sometimes. Like cooking. I love cooking and put great importance on it and who I do it with. A lot of people just cook to live though.
Yeah if to you sex has a lot of emotions caught up in it I’m not gonna tell you that you’re wrong for feeling that way. That’s normal. It’s not a universal experience though. And if you can’t accept that, then too bad. Other people’s personal realities don’t exist to confirm your personal worldview.
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