My heart and mind keep a careful record
Of what chemicals seem to bring me to her
And which do not
I would take 1000 pills a day if it let me feel her
And endure 1000 ailments for the same
More!
Let all things make a house of me!
All fortune and calamity!
All thoughts, all drives, all wrath, all pain!
All words, all joy, all names!
All bravery, all lust, all fear!
All everything is welcome here!
Even hatred
To my soul
Would be endeared
Would it bring her near









