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also a warning that i Have and i Will be writing nsfw especially for tzjd, soooo… i mean i’ll be relatively sfw HERE, definitely nothing without a warning, but ao3 is a different story (in case you feel weird reading smut written by a 17 y/o)

though im jamie drysdale down (and thus will be loyal to the philadelphia flyers as long as he's there), i've lived in toronto all my life! i would also love to answer questions about toronto #mygreatnation

i will admit im not the best hockey fan. i’ve been much more invested in the flyers than i was with the ducks though! i got so excited with the z trade i jumped the gun and i already have an enamel flyers keychain from the Hockey Hall of Fame. i’d love to be more philadelphia down for fic and rpf purposes ☺️ (have had so many philly cheesesteak and cheesesteak-adjacent things recently…)

before hrpf, i've been exclusively in animanga fandoms! i have always loved sports anime, so this feels like a right progression, however... there are 0 athletic bones in my body.

i love writing. i love fanfiction. i love creating and i crave community. i love art. im trying to get into/back into so many things. tzjd broke my 3-year wip streak. i love them so much, i was mourning them through the entirety of 2024 and the z trade was the best thing in my life (which you'd know if you read my first tzjd fic 😉). im tzjd pilled, tzjd DOWNNNN

for my PhD in jamie drysdale, here's what i weirdly have in common with jamie drysdale:

born and raised in toronto

catholic school

quiet, awkward

quiet speaking voice

ghoster (especially when things get Too stressful)

sweet tooth

known for being able to cook One Specific Thing

loves nature documentaries (i genuinely get so happy knowing that we probably watched the same netflix ones. my boy has TASTE the ocean ones are the best)

haha. scared of the ocean (i can’t even swim)

the summer is for forgetting your classmates/teammates exist until you see them again when school/the new season starts. and when you see them again you genuinely start to crash out like fuckkkkk why am i back here againnnn. you may think this is a horrible thing to think of from jamie drysdale but it's much more complicated than that

stuffed animal lover (see: his burger squishmallow)

jumps when excited (jamie's hoppy jumpy cellies 🥺)

has an acoustic guitar

friend-situationship-codependency with an extrovert who is the exact opposite of you bc they're charming and likeable and they have so many other friends and you love them you need them but not when it feels like they don’t need you then You Can’t Stand It and when it feels like they're also buying into this sort of sidekick role everyone puts you in You Can't Stand It but nobody will ever be there for you like they are but they don’t understand you but you can understand them and you love them and you're pretty sure they love you too but oh they have their own issues and is never ever going to admit they love you and you die from overthinking. stuck in your head. then you get angry because fool me once shame on you but fool me twice. fool me twice

i love trevor zegras in a complex way

trevor zegras' very blatant (internalized) homophobia is something i think about a lot

avoidant behaviour