Teddy Bear

I’d fall out of love with myself too…

Why be in love with someone who’s a green flag…

They’ll just communicate their needs and wants with you, but compromise when it comes to themselves…

So why be in love with someone who supports you endlessly and doesn’t make you doubt yourself…

How can you even be in love with someone who loves you unconditionally, and doesn’t even make you question their intentions for you…

What even is a human being that can make time for you when you can only give them your free time when it’s convenient for you…

Soooo toxic right…

Someone once said that I lost my “spark” when I speak about you…

Kind of sad that it’s starting to sound true now…

I guess somewhere along the way I lost the sparkle in my eyes when I talk about you…

I wonder if I ever even had that to begin with or was I just pretending…

Maybe if I kept going a little longer I thought I’d get my spark back…

At the start my eyes would sparkle every time I thought about you, and even my spark was obvious with every word I spoke too…

But I guess it’s been awhile since I even had a sparkle in my eyes now…