i think friendships are like little magic potions in glass bottles, sometimes over time they evaporate little by little until there's not much left, sometimes the glass smashes and there's no way to salvage the potion, sometimes they go toxic, sometimes they go stale. but sometimes they get better with age, they flourish with time, they are more and more magical with every passing day. i am no longer counting my magic potions like they are the only thing that defines me. i love myself and the people that respect and love me. i hate to dwell on the negatives and sometimes someone's influence on you can be so negative, you don't even realise the damage until it's too late. i think i'm lucky to have some magic potions that are beautifully potent and true. i want to say special thanks to a certain friend, who drops everything when i'm crying or having a panic attack, would drive any amount of distance to me with no complaints when i need company, someone who is never judgemental or assuming, someone who is patient and calm when i am painful and angry. you are a true top dog. you are my magic potion. i love you always and forever and hope youll always love me too.
