It will be long, I apologise.
I am tired of this since 2015. I want to be allowed to move on.
Inspiration: I am not inspired by Mogeko / 海底囚人さん. I have not play their games. I only know information from friends or google search. I have never trace or copy them. I had try to read Aounabara and Wadanohara Death Sea arc pixiv manga but content it is not for me.
I have drawn their characters only for Gift or Commission. Such as drawing of Memoca for a former friend in 2017. Or imitation illust above.
I am inspired by Uekawa Yuji and Puyo Puyo style. Along with other artists such as K-szk, Kiyudzuki Satoko, Starry, ZUN, JynX, Panty and Stocking, Akuama, Hackto, Sugimori Ken, Cookie Run, western cartoons, other artists of Sousaku and doujin, ect. If you believe it is alike Mogeko, that is fine. But it is not my intent to be like them.
Identity: I am called race faking for speaking JP and EN imperfectly or inconsistently. I am speaking only how I am comfortable. I speak JP because it is more comfortable than EN sometimes, or I am in JP spaces such as sousaku environment. I do not speak JP to be “cool to EN people”. I speak JP to be read by other JP speakers or for own comfort. Why my EN is imperfect or inconsistent is personal reasons and history. Native JP friends and followers they are fine and understanding with my language and imperfections. I am mixed Jamaican and bisexual. This was all ever I feel comfortable to say because past experiences. Please let me have my comfort and boundary respected. Please stop assuming about me or lie and spread it as facts.
Content: Lolicon and Shotacon content or consumer please stay away from me. It makes me uncomfortable. I do not care of the discussion if it is morally OK or not. I feel personally uncomfortable by it, I want nothing to do with it. My OC who are unnatural ages are labeled as Adult or Minor to deter R18 content of the characters who look and behave as minors, regardless of number age.
I make my OCs for me. Not for pandering anyone else. It makes me happy others are happy by them for traits like LGBT or race or design. But I make OCs and stories this way for me alone.
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There is things like approval of wikia and discord and making of twitter I regret because attention, and analysis, and parasocial was too overwhelming. I left behind OC and projects because I could not handle this attention. I create because it is my hobby. It is fun. I never intent to decieve or lie. I never wanted such attention. I want my privacy. I am tired of always monitored and stalked and harassed over others spread lie or misunderstanding or assumption or obsession.
I apologise if ever disappointed for what I say or who I am or if I am different than assume I am. Or if I make mistakes in language or give false impressions. Or If you are hurt by my illusts.
I am only sharing drawings. Please leave me be alone.












