What Does It Mean If It All Means Nothing

I haven’t been reading fanfiction for the past few months and I haven’t read anything longer than 20 000 words in over a year

My first attempt I ended up making in about a week and a half (extremely fast if you know anything about knitting especially because I was learning new stitches) and I was ready to make my second attempt nice and slowly. But my friends invited me out for a beach day in three days so I have an extremely limited amount of time to knit what is basically a dress.

So I’ve always kinda dreaded summers because they were so isolating. Like I had friends during the school year but I was never really in the group chats or texted with them at all. This also means I was never part of group hangouts and I would often go on social media to find pictures of my friends hanging out without me because I never really made it into the main groups. So like aside from one or two of my very closest friends I wouldn’t talk to anyone over the summer and my friends from the previous school year would forget about me by the time the new year rolled around.

And like I got used to this but I was really hoping it would change in university, but everyone kept telling me that first year friends don’t stay friends. And I watched the last few weeks of the school year pass with that all too familiar dread.

BUT I’m so happy to report that I’ve made it to texting on group chats and individual chats level!!!! And I’ve already hung out with the few that stayed for the summer!! And I’m living with some of them next year!!

HOLY SHIT

Do most people actually have it this easy?!