why am i literally feeling fine but choosing to go on shblr and trigger myself lol wtf am i doing

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why am i literally feeling fine but choosing to go on shblr and trigger myself lol wtf am i doing

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I am way too old to be acting the same as I did when I was 14
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i feel like it isn't talking about enough how truly addictive sh is. The chemicals your brain releases when you harm yourself are common in addictive substances, it's not just that the pain is a distraction. Now, I'm not comparing sh to smoking crack but you certainly get the idea, right?
i did have an evaluation by a mental health nurse at school and i was the most honest ive ever been at these things so thats a pro ig

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i think the relapse doesnt count unless its styro
i poked myself with a needle and it bled does that count as a relapse bc i dont want it to count as a fucking relapse bro i was almost clean for 3 years look at this loser
bro ive been doing well for so long im literally almost 3 years clean and now suddenly i feel like the same as i used to. nothing even happened. ive been just trying to write essays for med school apps and thinking too much about that time bc thats the only thing i can remember from like 12 to 18. i feel so weak. why cant i think about my own life. and now i keep triggering myself even more, looking at my old pictures, reading my old posts, watching sad videos, looking up pictures of cuts, like i dont want to relapse and go back to that horrible time but i dont know how to stop it i only feel worse and worse every day it feels inevitable that im just going to relapse so why not just do it now and feel better sooner but then my life is going to be ruined, i know i wont be able to stop if i start i wont be able to cut deep enough bc ive lost my tolerance but i still will want to cut deep and i still cant even ask for help from my mom why am i such a failure i havent learned anything in the 8 years ive struggled with this why cant i just stop thinking about it why am i like this whats wrong with me why cant i be better why
Are you reading a book right now (not like right this second but are in the process of reading a book in your free time you know what i mean)
Yes
No
Bald
and if yes pls respond/put in the tags with what you’re reading and whether or not you like it i need new books for the new year <3
"how to prevent smile lines" there are a thousand more important things to do with your time than postpone evidence of life's joy on your face

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Are you reading a book right now (not like right this second but are in the process of reading a book in your free time you know what i mean)
Yes
No
Bald
and if yes pls respond/put in the tags with what you’re reading and whether or not you like it i need new books for the new year <3
actually what are your new year’s resolutions pls put them in the tags so i can be nosy
hey honest question, did anybody have GOOD stuff happen to them in 2024? cause it was really bad for me and for most people i know, so it would be nice to hear about anything that's been going WELL for any of you. even if it's small stuff. just to know there's light out there.
you have to outlive donald trump
imagine how funny the internet will be on the day he dies.
sorry i didn't reply to your message i died

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everyone knows that space is very very cold, and the sun is very very hot. so i assume there's a bit of space kind of near the sun which is just right. balmy space
Yes, that’s. That’s where we are.
how the fuck is the FDA going to say you cannot drink raw blood safely when in all my 562 years on this earth i have never obtained any disease nor sickness and have never been in better shape