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yeah im a rotten corpse that forgot how to die. i have 0 lived experiences on account of the aforementioned corpse situation. job please ^_^

nowadays you gotta be prepared to never talk to someone ever again & move on.

Every time something I say gets a negative reaction I remove it from the mental container of "things I can say". Which means eventually I will reach zero sayable words. And then I win, roll credits

pls ignore everything I ever said I would do. Or wouldn’t do. I’m no longer a reliable narrator about my own activities.

genuinely insane how difficult it is to participate in your own life

[no beers in] do you think im ever going to belong somewhere

I have responsibilities like self torment and isolation

honestly i dont even play an active role in my life shit just happens and im like oh is this what we’re doing now ok

anxiety has you googling shit like can I check books out at the library

i like people. but just in theory. just as a concept.

I just don’t caaaarreee. I don’t care. But I care a lot though I care SO much. But also I just don’t care at all and never have. But also I do and always will. Hope that helps

hi

actually i want to be alone rn

no i dont... hi

i think i might need to be on my own rn