Glasmädchen

when i die i will put a QR code on my headstone for this blog, it is all i amount to

I hope he dies I hope he dies I hope he dies I hope he dies I hope he dies I hope he dies I hope he dies

Why do I always leave relationships literally after 2.5 years every single time, I don’t understand if that’s like the most amount of time I could emotionally handle being around the same person or if it’s the amount of time is takes me to process I’m dating someone awful because I’m slow as shit and I like loving someone until I can’t stand the way that they breathe, it keeps happening???

Sometimes I wish I allowed myself to chat and get to know people who show genuine interest in who I am, but I can’t help myself. Im always skeptical of absolutely everyone around me, I am so scared, I want you in my life and I’m so scared of you and I’m so scared of me.

I need it to rain again I miss smelling the dirt in the sky and the water in the concrete

He never fucking understood me at all

Computar erase them from my memory

I hate people so much I wish I had more of them in my life

My Fourth of July plans is what I do every weekend which involves me drinking in a park alone and walk back home suicidal but this time I get to look at fireworks