🌜Take me too the moon🌛

“If you tell the truth, you don’t have to remember anything.”

“Stop beating yourself up. You are a work in progress - which means you get there a little at a time, not all at once.”

“In order to move on, you must understand why you felt what you did and why you no longer need to feel it.”

I needed you. I needed you when I was crying at night in the dark. When I needed someone to talk. When I felt so lonely that I would rather die. I needed you but you weren’t there for me.

I‘m deeply sorry if you tried to make me feel better, if you gave me everything I needed and I still feel like dying. It‘s not your fault and I am so grateful for everything you do for me. I really appreciate it. It’s just so much and it hurts me that I can‘t be as happy as I should be. I really tried my best. Thank you for everything but please forgive me.

“If I could, I would apologize to the sky and my room ceiling for all of the nights I’ve awkwardly stared at them remembering things I should have forgotten.”

“I am so fucking confused about my future. It is so close and I am so young. I have no idea what to do and what to think.”

““I am stuck between wanting to tell someone about my darkness and not wanting to let any light in to harm it.””