19 actually means 4

Angels appearing on Earth but they scorch everyone in the vicinity. When they die they set off everything around them. People's eyes going up in flames when Zacharaiah so much as communicates with powerful archangels.

Dean having a meal with Death literally being surrounded by a restaurant full of dead people. Death's entrance. Their conversation. Death sparing Chicago after that. Storm around them.

Lucifer appearing to Nick and shows him a bleeding cradle.

Lorne + caring about Faith

Bonus: him giving out to Wesley

BEGINNING OF THE EPISODE:

scene 1: dean and ash have their first conversation, there's some immediate chemistry

and then dean compliments him in a way that very much reads to me as flirting, and ash peacocks a bit

scene 2 (immediately following scene 1): dean connects a bit with jo and

first jo walks by and gives him a suggestive look, to which dean responds like this. it's giving "you are dean winchester this is what you do".

they talk some, and dean halfheartedly tries to flirt before hitting pause and deciding he’s not up for putting on the act

jo describes how most hunters hit on her, dean says “what a bunch of scumbags” jo says “but not you” in an interested tone. and dean says “i guess not”, like he’s kinda surprised he’s saying it. surprised that he doesn’t feel the need or ability to put on the act.

scene 1: jo tries to flirt again, dean connects honestly with her but shuts it down

scene 2 (immediately following scene 1): ash shows up with his completed program, and dean gets much flirtier in tone

some banter happens, ash explains the program, and then ash makes a reference to a queer film

sam doesn't get the reference, and then ash flicks his eyes to dean to see if dean got the reference

dean leans in, he and ash have some real chemistry/tension while ash does more exposition, and then we finish the scene like this: dean giving a real smile, taking a distinctly (and imo intentionally on his part) suggestive swig of beer

and then as dean gets up and walks away, ash picks up dean's beer and drinks it himself

she is the maid's BOSS

they are not FRIENDS

the maid probably does not DESIRE her friendship

the servants are not your confidants in this scenario. IRL, the notion of the Loyal Family Retainer was most common in sentimental literature for the employing class (which btw was like upper-working-class on up, although the lower you go, the more work the family would be doing alongside them) and sometimes weaponized by them to try and get extra emotional or physical labor out of domestic workers

did emotional intimacy develop sometimes? absolutely- and it was often encouraged for upper-class 19th-century children in the US and UK, who could spend a lot of time with their nanny and in the servants' sphere in general. was classism a factor? 100%.

"Kill your darlings" means "if something is holding you back, get rid of it, even if it sounds pretty."

That's it! That's all it means! It means if you're stuck and stalled out on your story and you could fix the whole block by removing something but you're avoiding removing that thing because it's good, you remove that thing. That's the darling.

It does NOT mean

That you have to get rid of your self-indulgent writing

That you should delete something just because you like it (?wtf?)

That you need to kill off characters (??? what)

That you have to pare your story down to the absolute bare bones

That you have to delete anything whatsoever if you don't want to

The POINT is that you STOP FEELING GUILTY for throwing out good writing that isn't SERVING THE STORY.

The POINT is that you don't get so HUNG UP on the details that you lose sight of the BIG PICTURE.

recycle your darlings

and it really got me thinking like