winterfall

sometimes i feel ive got to

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run away

Anyways, *drifts into imagination*

"all you ever do is complain" that's not true. I also resent.

my top hobbies are shame and embarrassment but i also occasionally dabble in envy

really embarrassing to want to be cared about LOL you want to be valued in this lifetime

going on a guilt trip do yall want anything

if you really cared about me you wouldn't have to ask

Not book smart or street smart but a secret third thing.

supid

supid.

Worry about it kitten

am I unforgivable or is it just thursday

i have this deadly sickness called remembering

sorry for the mixed signals I don’t know what I want or what I’m doing mostly

a small thing i learned from my sister dying is that i really would rather the people i love be a burden than be whatever the hell else they'd be if they weren't. yes even if it's messy and not always fair and hard completely inconvenient for everyone involved. even if it's weird. even if i'm rolling my eyes a bit inside sometimes. i just want you to bother me. please always bother me

like "it's rotten work" "not to me not if it's you" actually sometimes it's still rotten work. even if it's you. and i'd still do it a million times over

it’s never a normal temperature anymore it’s always some fucking bullshit